Once in a lifetime

A summer rain is passing over

Stroking the keys in the studio, his playing the piano always put her to sleep.

He wondered if she had slept, his mental block was making his nights hard lately with work. She had been clouding his thoughts of late. She was like him, rebellious and strong willed but she was warm. He use to watch her with the other members, this person who would make him questions things. She was smart and would stand her ground against him, she didn't shy away when he was being an ass.

The day he walked in on her, she was pale and in shock. Worried about her, she had been in the stairwell holding something with files next to her. Sitting down she look straight at the wall in front of her.
"What's wrong?" he had worriedly shook her.
Holding out her hand, she handed him a white stick with two very clear lines. There was shock, happiness, a little bit of denial. It had been one night, a night they were both tipsy and it happened by accident. She had told him to never speak of it again.

He needed to cheer her up so he took her for a walk, got her a tea to relax her.
"Ottoke.." she breathed in. The only words she could manage.
"Whatever you decide, I am not leaving" he reassured her. Watching the tears around the corners of her grey coloured eyes.
He pulled her in, "if you decide to keep it, I will be here" he whispered into her ear. She buried her face into his jumper, he had worried she was going to cry in the cafe.
Walking slowly she was silent. "Let's go shopping" he wanted to take her mind of it, he needed to take his mind off it too.

He walked through the isles, she barely browsed or looked. He could see the worry and thoughts that crossed her mind.
"This one?" watching her giggle.
"A bit to small for you?" as she giggled at him holding up the baby onsie for a newborn.
"Well .. " laughing with her.
They walked through picking out things, not for them. It made it certain what their decision was now.

They chatted as they walked back.
"Are you sure?" he asked her. He wanted to make sure, that she was certain as she nodded smiling at him. Her grey eyes pierced him, pushing away any doubt or uncertainty.
"You?" he was sure as long as he saw she was. "You can be as involved as you want" his silence has given her time to think he didn't really want this but this was his reason to keep her with him. To make her his.
"We need to get back" he added as she rushed back with the bags they had.

"Whose is that?" Namjoons voice rung out as they both walked around to them. They must have found her items left in the stairwell as she gasped and sucked in her breath, panic washed over her as she took a step back struggling to keep herself up. He had stood behind her silently to help her up.
"Oh.." Hoseok noted what Namjoon was talking about.
"They are mine" she pointed to the stacks of paperwork as she eyed the pregnancy test box next to it, he saw her gaze shoot right to it.
"Are you?" Jin's concern was so sweet as she nodded. Eyes turned towards her, time seemed to stop as he inhaled and the questions that were aimed solely at her.
"Wait who have ... you are dating someone?" Hoseok chimed in.
"Not quite.. it's complicated" she didn't turn him in, she had kept him out of this but a part of him had wished she had claimed him. To be hers.
"If you need anything.." Taehyung stepped in, he had seen how Taehyung looked at her.
His rash decision, a reaction to Taehyung... he intertwined his fingers in hers, looking only at her. "Amara... " he knew she hadn't expected that. They hadn't really talked about it, the fingers that pointed to her then to him, back and forth as the shock didn't subside after a few minutes. He never broke eye contact with her, her eyes made him forget the entire world.
"You must be my once in a lifetime" he watched her breath out at his words as the rest stared at them speechless.

Walking slowly to the room twirling the ring on his finger, that tied her to him. He wasn't sure why he felt like this lately, something wasn't quite right since she got back. He needed to see her and be around her tonight, he longed for her at times even when she was right next door.