𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 ----> 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞! 𝐇𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐤𝐚 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

-11-

I know that if Hisoka finds out he would probably fight Chrollo in a death match but Chrollo probably already knows that Hisoka is keeping me with him. I mean we are on tv so he most likely already knew.

Hisoka will fight him because of this I just know it. He does think that I'm boring now but he still wants me to be his. If he finds out that I had been sleeping with Chrollo his boss he would definitely go crazy and he would not think that I am boring that he needs to go find another bitch for himself.

I'm going to show him that if he wants to be sleeping with another girl while keeping me to himself, I would go find someone else too.

'Then we'll see, who gets more jealous.'

I thought to myself while laying on the bed where Hisoka is supposed to be laying in but instead he is with another girl. That's fine obviously but who said that I'd be a quiet little girl nicely waiting for him.

I looked to my side and saw Chrollo's naked body. Though I did not do it out of love or enthusiasm, I felt accomplished, like I just did something I should be proud of. 

"We really should be doing this more often," Chrollo said with that deceiving smile that seems to work on everyone but I know his true colors, after all, I dated him before in the pass.

"Whatever, you can go now," I said blankly seeing that he is now useless until the next time Hisoka leaves to go meet up with that girl "Machi" again. 

"Aww, how sad, not even a goodbye kiss?"

Chrollo taunted with a smile that would seem sweet to anyone else but me, personally, I found his entire existence disgusting and unbearable. However, as we have all heard beofre, "A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do"

"Shut up and go already," I spat venomously making him giggle at my ways of replying to him.

"You know, if I had already gotten over you, you would already be dead talking to me like that," He said with the same old deceiving smile.

I rolled my eyes, "It's not my fault you're so annoying and abusive I had to leave you, really, I think dating you is the most dumbest thing I've ever done in this lifetime,"

Then he grabbed my throat roughly but I knew he was holding back, this man is as strong as Hisoka, if not even stronger. If he really wanted to choke me, I would have already been dead.

He glared into my eyes coldly but I glared back with the same cold hard glare which took him aback but he did not let that shake him.

"I might not have gotten over you yet, but don't push it, or else I don't know what you would end up like," He warned with a voice only I would recognize as his.

"What if I told you that I want to die?" I asked back with the same tone he used with me. 

I smirked on the inside as I watched his eyes soften at what I asked. 

Chrollo's P.O.V: 

'This isn't the Y/N I know, what has he done to you?' I thought as I caressed her cheek but she moved her head away which although did piss me off, I wanted to focus more on what he was doing to her.

'I know she's using me but if that's what I have to do to at least know how she's doing and make sure that she's alive, I'll let her use me'

I know that I have been abusive in the past but at least I truly do love her, I love her so much I still can't move on...

"Why? Why can't you just come back to me?" I asked acting confident not wanting to let her see my soft spot for her.

"You're abusive"

"Isn't he abusive too? Look at yourself, even I didn't hit you this hard until you have so many bruises," I calmly told her trying to still seem confident but really, I was breaking on the inside.

Y/n went quiet for a moment but then she answered.

"He's different," My eyes went wide at her answer.

I felt my heart shatter onto the ground like broken glass pieces. I looked down and let her go. 

I did not say anything more, I simply got out of the bed and wore my clothes knowing that I couldn't save her anymore, even if I did she wouldn't be happy.

"He's different,"

That's what I sad about her too to the other girls I had played with or dated with to try to move on.

She loves him like how I love her, she just hasn't noticed yet. Just like how I didn't notice. Now I do but she already loves him.

'Dang, is this how Machi and the other girls felt when I old them that she was different?'

'No wonder Machi is going for Hisoka now, how cruel,'