thru these tears.

OO1

"what happened?" irene, as usual, bombared me with questions right after we settled at the 2nd floor, where only few people could go.

"nothing much," i chuckled. yeah, nothing much. fuck, sobra ba kong na-attached? alam kong hindi dapat, pero feeling ko, ganoon na nga!

"i told you before, he's not worth it," seulgi rolled her eyes. "just look at what he did. cheating on you after making sure that you've fallen enough for him? aba, gago ba siya?" galit nitong sambit na ikinagulat ng iba.

"besides, you know how fucktards they are,"  she followed.

"sino?" tanong ni chaeyoung bago sumubo ng snack. lisa continued listening to us, not really trying to interrupt since she still thinks it's kinda her fault because she pushed me to try dating him, though, nilinaw ko naman nang ayos lang iyon at wala syang kasalanan.

"boys from their university? duh!" seulgi replied, still pissed off.

"hindi naman lahat," pagtatanggol ni irene kaya saglit akong napailing dahilan upang ikatawa nila.

hindi na nakapalag pang muli si seulgi dahil bukod sa aming dalawa, the rest have a good relationship with the bhu boys.

we drank nonstop while talking about boys and their stupid tactics. i hate how i wanted to forget about it but.. i just can't, and here we are talking about them.

and then the disaster came.

"speaking of the devils.." seulgi gasped, rolling her eyes, glaring directly at the few boys walking upstairs.

"gago, akala ko ba-" hindi na natuloy ang sasabihin ni lisa dahil pinatahimik siya ni chaeng.

"shit," i whispered as i felt my head getting heavy. napadami na ata kami ng iniinom. hindi pa makisabay ang oras dahil nakita namin sila.

but i thought jungkook tweeted something about them not going out to drink anymore?! mga sinungaling!

kahit hindi ko pa siya nasisilayan, pakiramdam ko bumibigat na din ang puso ko. i can't focus especially when the girls kept mentioning them.

i breathed heavily and stood up. "comfort room. saglit lang. i'll be back," paalam ko na ikinatango nila. gustong sumama ni jennie pero ayoko, dahil paniguradong papagalitan lang din naman ako non.

at kung minamalas nga naman ako, kahit na hilong hilo na ako ay nakita ko parin siya at ang kanyang mga kaibigan na nakaupo sa lamesa malapit sa daanan patungong washroom.

i didn't even gave them a second glance because i know for sure nakita na nila ako. minadali ko nalang maglakad at pumasok sa cr para makapag ayos.

damn!

"you're a mess," i whispered to myself after facing the mirror. inis kong kinuha ang panyo at pinunasan ang mukha. kahit papaano, i don't want to walk past them, looking like a broke and wasted college girl!

yayayain ko na sila pauwi pag balik ko. delikado na't baka malasing kami ng sobra, ayokong mapahiya. isa pa, hilong hilo na din ako.

but before i could even go out, someone, fucking familiar, barged inside the room and locked it in just a snap.

"what the hell-"

kung minamalas ka nga naman!

"what the fuck are you doing here?" i hissed, clearly making sure that he could feel my anger. i don't want to see him, lalo na ngayon!

ang kapal ng apog ng tarantadong to na magpakita dito at sundan ako!

"keep your fucking curses, i don't want to hear it from your mouth," i could feel him gritting this teeth.

"well for fuck's sake, taehyung, i don't follow your rules anymore!" i bursted out.

damn, i'll probably regret this tomorrow if ever i will remember. but i just can't control myself! alcohol is running through my whole mind and body already!

i saw how hard his jaw tightened, his hands swiftly making their way to my waist before he completely lifted me up and placed me at the sink. i shrieked, pushing his hands away from me and trying to jump down.

"yes you will, jisoo. you will always fucking follow me-"

"i'm not your pet, let go of me!"

"not until you stop cussing."

"wala kang pakealam, taehyung! put me down and i will go back to our table-"

"yeah, and what? go down to the dance floor and make everyone your slaves, huh? dance all night and make me keep an eye on you? is that what you want?"

"bakit?" i halted from pushing him and stared straight at his eyes. you want to play this game as dirty as you want, kim taehyung?

"yun din naman gawain mo, diba? so i don't see anything wrong if i do it right in front of you-"

"don't even fucking try," those were ths last words he said before claiming my lips sensually..

as if he didn't kissed another girl yesterday.