thru these tears.

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"you're a mess," i whispered to myself after facing the mirror. inis kong kinuha ang panyo at pinunasan ang mukha. kahit papaano, i don't want to walk past them, looking like a broke and wasted college girl!

yayayain ko na sila pauwi pag balik ko. delikado na't baka malasing kami ng sobra, ayokong mapahiya. isa pa, hilong hilo na din ako.

but before i could even go out, someone, fucking familiar, barged inside the room and locked it in just a snap.

"what the hell-"

kung minamalas ka nga naman!

"what the fuck are you doing here?" i hissed, clearly making sure that he could feel my anger. i don't want to see him, lalo na ngayon!

ang kapal ng apog ng tarantadong to na magpakita dito at sundan ako!

"keep your fucking curses, i don't want to hear it from your mouth," i could feel him gritting this teeth.

"well for fuck's sake, taehyung, i don't follow your rules anymore!" i bursted out.

damn, i'll probably regret this tomorrow if ever i will remember. but i just can't control myself! alcohol is running through my whole mind and body already!

i saw how hard his jaw tightened, his hands swiftly making their way to my waist before he completely lifted me up and placed me at the sink. i shrieked, pushing his hands away from me and trying to jump down.

"yes you will, jisoo. you will always fucking follow me-"

"i'm not your pet, let go of me!"

"not until you stop cussing."

"wala kang pakealam, taehyung! put me down and i will go back to our table-"

"yeah, and what? go down to the dance floor and make everyone your slaves, huh? dance all night and make me keep an eye on you? is that what you want?"

"bakit?" i halted from pushing him and stared straight at his eyes. you want to play this game as dirty as you want, kim taehyung?

"yun din naman gawain mo, diba? so i don't see anything wrong if i do it right in front of you-"

"don't even fucking try," those were ths last words he said before claiming my lips sensually..

as if he didn't kissed another girl yesterday.

he continued nibbling on my lower lip while i was stuck there, eyes wide open as my mind repeatedly reminded me what i saw inside his condo last night.

i didn't even notice my tears. naramdaman ko nalang ang pag atras niya at nakita ang gulat sa kanyang mga mata. i looked away and wiped my tears fast.

sinubukan kong bumaba ngunit masyadong mataas ang lababo. without saying anything, he wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me up so he could place me down.

i tried to remain calm even though i wanted to scream all of my frustrations towards him. gustuhin ko man, alam kong mapapagod lang din naman ako.

"bitaw," was the only thing i said. i tried removing his arm but he only tightened his hold.

inis akong napabaling sakanya ngunit agad ding napahinto. he used his free hand to trail the tears on my face before softly wiping it.

i scoffed after moving my face away.

he holds me so gently like he didn't touch my friend at all.

he looks at me with those sincere and pleading eyes as if he haven't done something that nearly killed me.