frozen souls | Park Sunghoon x reader | enhypen ff |

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"See, you join people together with your happiness Y/n, stay happy please..."

Y/n POV
I look over at Sunghoon who's smiling gently at me.
"Yah! Shutup ice boy!" Tch idiot.
"He's right sweetheart!" Heeseung chuckles and taps me on the shoulder. "Also...tag, you're it hehehehehe!" He runs off leaving me dumbfounded.

× time skip ×

After spending 2 hours outside we all got tired and the boys walked us back to the hotel.

"Thanks for a great time guys!" Eun Hye smiles big and hugs each one of them leaving Sunoo for last, whom she blushes looking at and hugs tightly.
"Uh ye. Thanks." I smile small because I'm not feeling great at the moment. I think imma have a panic attack. I think it's because it just hit me that I'm getting close to a bunch of people and it scares me because I know they're gonna leave me like everyone always does.

Jungwon comes over to hug me and notices my facial expression. When he pulls me into his arms he whispers so only I can hear.
"Hey you alright yeppeun?" (Translated- pretty) I'm shocked that he calls me pretty.
"Y-yes. I'm f-fine..." He holds me tighter and places a hand on the back of my head caressing my hair softly.
"I know you're not but I wont push you to tell me. Wanna give me your phone number so you can talk to me when you need someone?" I wrap my arms tighter around his waist and leave a small sob escape my mouth.
"Mhmm, please."
"Okay yeppeun." He pulls back to take out his phone and I do the same. We swap phones and put in our numbers and hand the phones back to each other. "Now, you better call or text if you're not feeling good alright? I don't care what time it is, even if its 5am or 11pm, you'll talk to me okay?"
"O-okay..." I wrap my arms around him again and he smiles gently and carefully holds me as if I'm fragile and bound to break, which I guess I am.

"Hey, can rob our little gongjunim please?" (Translated- princess) Jake asked.
"Ye sure. Remember what I said okay yeppeun?" I nod and smile.

"Hello my little gongjunim!" Jake smiles and I swear I melt.
"Yah! What's with you all giving me nicknames huh?" He chuckles.
"We all decided that you're out little gongjunim, so ye!" I blush and fail to hide it, so Jake grabs my cheeks and goes all soft. "Aigooooo~ look at your adorable lil blushing face!"
"Yah! Stahp!" He let's go of my face and just smiles.
"So what that whole thing with Jungwon huh?"
"Whole thi- nooo~ there was no whole thing! He was just saying goodbye and giving me his number so I could talk to him if I needed someone."
"Ahh our baby always looking out for others."
"Yup!"
"Anyways, I'm glad I met you..."
"Hm? You are?"
"Yes."
"Why's that?"
"Wel first of all you're this amazing girl that's funny and sarcastic and obviously beautiful, but mostly because you've seemed to help Sunghoon."
"Help Sunghoon? How?" I was beyond confused at this point and just looked at Jake as if he was a fly dancing on a table.
"He- well he hasn't been himself lately. Like, he's been really upset because he uhm- his girlfriend cheated on him and then broke up with him, but told the entire school that he cheated on her. So basically he is completely heartbroken and pretty depressed lately, but since we met you he seems a little more open."
"W-wow. I didnt know that at all- I feel so bad now. I treated him like shit." Jake put a hand on my forearm and smiled gently.
"No dont worry gongjunim. I think he finds it amusing that for once a girl isn't throwing herself at him y'know?"
"Hmm. I've been through a lot of heartbreak myself so maybe, if you could uhm- tell him he can talk to me?"
"He will. I wont need to tell him. I can already see how much he's warming up to you. But I just really wanted to say thank you Y/n. You mean alot to us 6 idiots!" The minute he smiled I smiled back. He pulled me into a tight hug and I hugged him back.
"No. Thank you. All of you. I think I finally found my true friends."

After saying goodbye to all of the boys...and getting a kiss on the cheek from Sunghoon... Eun Hye and I went back into our hotel room quietly, and got into bed.

× time skip ×

I woke up sweating and hyperventilating. I had another nightmare. It was about Seo-Hyeon. Why. Why does it have to happen now? Is it my punishment for being happy?

I get out of bed barely able to breathe and throw on my big hoodie over my cycling shorts and grab my key card for the room and race down to the lobby and outside.

Once I get outside I burst into tears and fall to the cold concrete ground sobbing, sounding like a dying whale. I cry and cry. For how long I dont know. An hour? Three minutes? I felt a strong urge to hurt myself, but thank God I was outside.

"Y-y/n? What's wrong?" I felt and hand on my shoulder and I could tell from the familiar deep soothing voice, it was none other than Park Sunghoon.
"H-help." I barely managed to whisper. "P-please help and s-s-stay."
"Aish! Come here baby." He say down next to me and pulled me onto his lap facing him, where I buried my face into his neck and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. "What's up huh?"

I couldn't even breathe nevermind speak, so I just sobbed uncontrollably into his neck.

"Its gonna be okay baby. Dont worry I'm here now." He caressed my back softly and kept telling me its gonna be okay. It's not though is it? Will I ever get better?

After a long time I managed to control my breathing and I pulled away reluctantly and looked at Sunghoon who had worry plastered on his face.

"I'm so s-sorry Sunghoon."
"Yah! Dont apologise baby!" That's the third time he's called me that.
"Jakey told me. About you're g-girlfriend... I'm sorry. Not only for that but for this..." I gestured to the position we were in and my red puffy eyes.
"He did? Hm. I was gonna tell you soon bit I didn't wanna burden you with my problems when I know you have your own."
"I'm sorry." I whispered it this time.
"Hey, look at me baby." He liften my chin up with his thumb and forefinger. "Stop apologising ye? I'm here for you now and you can trust me. Dont worry about my problems right now okay?"
I just nodded and snuggled into his neck again.

"Hm. Y/n?"
"Ye?"

"𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦?"
"𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭"
"𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦..."
"𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘯"

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hi hello ^-^
i didnt know what to write...
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