frozen souls | Park Sunghoon x reader | enhypen ff |

x 26

"its just a short vacation..." i whisper to myself as jake half carries me to our cars.

y/n pov
the tears are still falling as we drive to heeseungs house. my head is leaning against the window and i look up to see the sky dark with rain clouds.

"i guess the sky is sharing my sadness today." i say more to myself.
"uhm, noona? sunghoon hyung asked me to give you this when we are back." niki hands me a white envelope with my name inside a heart on the front.
"what is it?" i ask breathlessly.
"an envelope? noona are you okay?" niki bends his head to my level and looks at me cautiously.
"well i know that pabo i mean whats in it- nevermind ill find out myself." i sigh and carefully open the flap on the envelope.

and put my hand in and take out a delicate silver bracelet. the letter 'S' is in the middle of the bracelet.

"oh-" i gasp, placing the bracelet on my right wrist. it fits perfectly.

i then pull out three crinkled sheets of paper. they have ink stains and what looks like coffee cup rings stained on them. sunghoon must have wrote these over a while.

openeing the letter i feel my heart stop just looking at the first few words.

𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂/𝓷,

𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘪 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘢. 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘥, 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺!!! 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦....(𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯). 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 '𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘺' 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴.
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵.
𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦.

𝘮𝘺 𝘺/𝘯. 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭! 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘪 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥. 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴𝘯𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘈𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘗𝘰𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳. 𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 (𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘧) 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦. 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘯, 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘥.

𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪 𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘷𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. 𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.

𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘯𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘚𝘌𝘊𝘖𝘕𝘋 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘪 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘺/𝘯.

𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦. 𝘪 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴; 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

𝓲 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝔂 𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂/𝓷.
𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷 <3
𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓲𝓬𝓮 𝓫𝓸𝔂, 𝓼𝓾𝓷𝓰𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓷.

tears stream down my face as i clutch the pages to my heart. a smile spreads across my face.

damn does this boy know how to win me over!

authors note:
i do apologise for such a short and shitty chapter T^T
im trying to find a way to fill in time gaps until i get to my planned DRAMAAAAA~ hehehet
i cried writing this so i do apologise if i make yous cry...
i lob you all!!
thankuuu for all the support beans...<3
~ c.j