half way through the movie i feel myself slip into dreamland....thinking of him....
y/n pov i wake up to the sound of rain pattering off my window and i smile to myself. i love the rain. it always makes me feel happy. i get up and shower within the space of 30 minutes which is very fast for me surprisingly. i get on my waterproof clothes and run downstairs to put on my wellie boots. theyre yellow. a very obnoxious yellow. i love them hehe.
the second i get outside im smiling hugely and i run straight for the biggest puddle on the road. if any of my neighbours look out their windows theyll see a 17 year old acting like a 5 year old. i mean what can i say? "im fOiVe" i giggle to myself.
after what feels like only ten minutes i see a tall person walking down the road towards me. i stop jumping around and stare directly at the aproaching person. just as theyre about fifteen metres away i realise its none other than Park Sunghoon. my park sunghoon i think to myself smiling.
"well good morning beautiful! having fun yes?" he smiles and pulls me into his arms and kisses the top of my wet hair. "good morniiiing! yes im in a very good mood now its raining hehe!" i reach up on my toes to give him a peck on the lips and giggle. "i can see. cmon lets go for a walk ye?" he grabs hold of my hand and pulls me along without me even giving him an answer.
after a while of walking i ask him "where are we going?" "im going somewhere special with my someone special." his smile just lights up the dark cloudy sky. "mmmm okay!" i answer happily.
we come to a stop at a gate that leads into this amazing ethereal looking forest.
"wow this looks fantastic hoonie!" "ye i found this one day when i went on a small walk. its now my favourite place to go when i have something on my mind i guess." he smiles but i notice it doesnt reach his eyes but i dont mention it because i know if he has something on his mind hell tell me if it bothers him.
we continued walking until we saw a single picnic bench and we went to sit down, mself on one side and sunghoon across from me.
"y/n theres something i need to tell you..." he said looking down and playing with his own hands nervously. "hoonie you can tell me anything okay?" i grab his hands in mine and smile at him lovingly and he looks up at me through his dark lashes. "you know how im supposed to have my competition in two weeks?" he asks quietly. "no? you never told me." i answer confused. "i texted you this morning and it sead you read it.." "ahh sorry i did see it but i never read it properly because i was so excited about the rain." i giggled but sunghoon still didnt smile fully, just a small one. "oh well yes, i was supposed to have my competition in Sangam MBC rink as usual but something has gone wrong so it will be closed for a while." he says upset. "wahh no way that sucks." i pout. "does that mean its cancelled?" i ask worried. i was really looking forward to seeing my sunghoon compete. "uhm no...thats the problem. i-" sunghoon looks down at our hands and laughs but not his real laugh. it sounds fake and laced with anger for some reason. "ah how typical am i right? i thought maybe this would be like a kdrama but whats the reality in that? of course something like this would happen. just my luck that i finally find the girl of my dreams after getting my heart utterly broken and here i am leaving her already." he laughs again and looks up at me but his eyes look so different. they look almost as if he was drunk. unfocused and angry. "wha-what do you mean youre leaving?" i get worried and i feel the colour drain from my face. "han y/n did you know that i had a dream we got married already? maybe that just proves that we were made to be together. but yet here we are. why am i leaving huh? i want to be here with you my love." he says almost shouting now. "sunghoon please explain. youre making no sense right now." i reply angrily. "im leaving y/n. im going to america. im moving there for six months. am i really surprised? no im not. typical of my parents to agree for me. once they heard about the competition being cancelled they said they were sick of how unorganized korea's ice skating team and coaches are and how my son will not be held back for their problems because he is so much better. and now here i am leaving in less than 48 hours y/n. oh my love. my beautiful girlfriend. my y/n i am so sorry. this is not what i wanted. i want you. i think i will quit skating. ill do it for you. i will risk my parents kicking me out and dishonouring my entire family for you my darling. do you know how much you mean to me?" he keeps rambling like a drunk man. "park sunghoon! just stop!" he looks at me surprised at my sudden outburst. "you will not throw your future away for me you pabo! i will always love you and if you love me then you will go. you are going to america and your going to train hard and you will come back as the most well known and incredible korean skater okay? you will go and make me proud. because you love me dont you?" i say the last part a little quieter. "yes i love you. i have since i first met you. and i always will. but y/n i cant leave you-" "no dont sunghoon. youre not leaving me. you are going for a small while and you are going to be better and to make me proud okay?" i place my shaking hands on each side of his face and wipe his hot tears. "we will make this work?" he asks voice breaking between sobs. "of course. like you said we were meant to be together yes?" i smile my most convincing smile and relax a little when he smiles sadly back. "yes. we were. i love you han y/n. always." he says quietly and reaches across the table to place a gentle kiss on my trembling lips. "and i love you park sunghoon. always and forever." i close my eyes to stop the tears that threaten to fall.
i move over to sunghoons side and sit with my legs on either side of him as he leans back into my embrace. i run my fingers through his damp hair and feel him relax in my arms. we sit like that for over an hour.
then he sits up and turns to me with his real beautiful smile. he just stares at me for a while before jumping up and pulling me up with him.
"can we take a picture? the rain finally stopped! you looking so beautiful my darling and i want to have a perfect picture before i go." he smiles gently. "of course baby!" he sets up his phone against the leg of the picnic table and pulls me down to the grass between his arms.
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"this is going to be the picture we will show our grandchildren y/n" he says kissing me all over my face while i giggle and try to get away.
i get up and run away while sunghoon chases after me. he catches me and picks me up and runs while i scream and hit his back laughing harder than i have in a long time. eventually he puts me down and takes my hand in his own and just smiles lovingly as we walk towards my home in silence. even though neither of us say a word you could feel the love radiating between us. it honestly felt like pure magic.
i know for as long as i live this will be the moment i will always think of when im happy.
