frozen souls | Park Sunghoon x reader | enhypen ff |

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Eventually I doze off and dream.

Dream...

About...

Sunghoon...

Sunghoon and....

Jungwon....

Y/n POV
× 4 am ×
I wake up in a pool of sweat. My hair stuck to my face and neck, my pyjamas and bed sheets soaked with sweat.

Nightmares...again.

But why was I dreaming of Jungwon before that? Ahah that means he was thinking bout me or dreaming bout me also...

I sigh and climb out of my bed to grab a glass of water to take with my meds for anxiety and nightmares. I havent took my meds in two months...I was getting better, I really was. And after I became friends with Eun Hye and the boys I've started to sleep full nights. Why have my nightmares come back now? I'm happy for once...

After taking my meds I crawl back into bed not feeling one ounce of sleepiness anymore.

Its 6 am in Australia right now.... Jake is probably awake for food.... fuck it imma call him!

04:27 am-
📞Calling... Jakeyyy🐶

After four rings he picks up.
"Mm hello?" I hear a raspy voice on the other side.
"Ah shit did I wake you?"
"Yup! But it's fine. I would've been getting up soon because my tummy is hungry hehet!" I giggle at his response.
"Well...hihi."
"Hello gongjunimmmm! Hold on- what the fu-"
"Yah! Language Jake Shim!!!"
"Yeesh sorry angel Y/n! As I was saying.... what are you doing up and like 4.30 in the morning?" He asked.
"I had a nightmare..."
"Awe and you chose to call me? I feel blessed!" He sniffled fakely.
"Aish! Dont make me regret it bitch!"
"Oi...imma go cry now!"
"Oh no I'm so sorry Jakey!" I reply sarcastically.
"Alri alri. Anywayss~ why didnt you call Sunghoon or even Jungwon? You're closest with them right?"
"Well ya....but.....you see.....they.....uhm.....yeseu....."
"Omo no way!" He said full of sarcasm. "Y/n sweetie, use your words ye?"
"Grrrr! Anywayss~ theywerebothinmydreamandidonthaveacluewhythefuckjungwonwasbutyeahpleasehelpialsohadanightmareaboutso-hyeonagainandomoooo!!!!" I sob in one whole breath. (i sincerely apologise for that lmao idk why tf i decided to do that hehet)
"Alrighty so... from what I understood from that...you're clearly in love with Sunghoon...(which we all know already)....but you seem to be catching feelings for Jungwon maybe? And obviously your trauma is getting stronger again considering the nightmare about you know who...so.... interesting I guess..."

All I heard from that was Sunghoon and Jungwon... I mean I have been thinking about being in love with Sunghoon but i havent made up my mind yet...and regarding the feelings for Jungwon? Hahahaha gosh no way! Were just close friends, different from me and Sunghoon....wAy diFfEreNT :)

"Yah! I'm not sure about the 'L' word with Sunghoon yet... and feelings for Jungwon? Lol Jakey are you doing drugs sweetie? Dont make me tell mama Heeseung!"
"Not sure? Hmmm interesting indeed! I'm not doing drugs Han     Y/n! Wait- mama Heeseung? Are you sure you're not doing drugs...?"
"Shush Sherlock! Ya I'm sure, I know how I am if I do drugs lol! Hes like an eomma to you guys...so I thought it fit perfectly! I actually have him saved as 'Mama HeeHee🦌' so ye..." I giggled.
"I- he finna murder you gongjunim..."
"I already showed him and he just rolled his eyes and chuckled! See I'm the favourite child bitch! tRy mE!"
"tRy mE! Ahaha you're just like a five year old acting tough!"
"Bitch- imma tell mama Heeseung!"
"Yah! Nononononono!!!! I'm sorry gongjunim! Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou-"
"Aight bro chill the beans!"
"Hahaha. Anywayss~ "
"Mmm anywayss~...."
"Righty so! I think you're okay to sleep now Y/n! Its nearly 4:45 am and you need rest."
"Aish fiiiiiiiine!"
"Okay good night gongjunim! I love yoooooou!"
"Night night Jakey! I lob you tooooo!"