MML: Chapter XL

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Hannah's POV
*2 years later*
"Who's the prettiest in the whole entire world?"

"You are!"

"And who's the smartest in the whole entire world?"

"You are!"

"And who's the most sickening in the whole entire world?"

"You are Mummy! You are!"

"That's so wrong Hannah! You can't do that!" Cleo laughed from behind me.

"Yes I can. It's my right as a parent." I joked.

A lot has happened since Maxi's death, if you couldn't tell. I think I really lost my wits at one point, I was doing so much harm to myself and my precious baby- Massomiliano. A spin on Maxi's name, which was a spin off his father's name. Several generations of milianos. Massimiliano, Maximiliano and Massomiliano, my baby.

I'm currently putting Mass' shoes so we can go and see his grandparents. Believe it or not, Massimiliano cried when he saw Mass because he's literally the spitting image of Maxi. I can't say I've completely forgiven him for what he did to Maxi when he was alive but he seems to have softened up a bit now.

Chiara really gathered me up towards the end of my pregnancy. She told me that she understood my feelings but Maxi would be disappointed if he saw the lack of care I was giving myself, which was very true. I was spiralling in a very bad way, so I tried my hardest to take care of myself with much assistance from Cleo during the last couple of months of my pregnancy.

She's been my rock. I owe her so much, she's never left me and I really treated her poorly at times. That's why I made her Mass' godmother, she's one person I can always count on. We still live together but that's going to change soon, she's getting married to Elia in a month! I'm so happy for them, they are literally a perfect match. I'll be sad that we won't be living together anymore but I'm 24 now and Cleo is 25, it's time for us both to start new chapters.

"Okay let's go!" I said to Cleo, picking up my son and walking out to my car.

I won't lie, I really thought they gave me the wrong child for the first couple of months. Mass is literally the spitting image of Maxi like I've said, he took nothing from me besides my personality. I've actually had people ask me if I've adopted or question whether I'm his biological mother because of the difference between mine and Mass' complexion. I stopped answering questions like those after the fifth time it happened to me because the topic is tired.

I was going to call Chiara to tell her that we were coming over today but I totally forgot. It's not a big deal though, she loves Mass a lot.

It took about 45 minutes for us to get to her house but I had to park around the bloody corner because some asshole has taken the spot I usually park in when I visit.

"Do you wanna walk or do you want me to carry you, sweetheart?" I asked my son and of course he stretched his tiny arms up towards me.

My heart melted at his cuteness and I swept him off his feet as he giggled. I definitely spoil my son but can you blame me? He's the only one I have and the only one I will have. I wouldn't feel right giving birth to a child that isn't Maxi's, it would feel like the ultimate betrayal on my behalf. So, Mass is it for me.

"I love you mummy!" He is definitely a mummy's boy and I don't mind it at all.

"I love you more!" I cooed, giving him a big kiss as we walked to Chiara's house.

"Who's car is this? I should slash their fucking tires." I said, kicking the expensive car with my Doc Martin.

"You said a no no word mummy." Mass said with his big hazel eyes.

"Yes I did and clearly you need to stop playing with Rosario." I said.

He looked at me expectantly and I rolled my eyes before handing him a 20. He's turning into a mini Rosario right before my eyes.

"Aren't you going to knock?" Cleo asked as I twisted the doorknob. These people don't lock their door for some reason, I keep telling them one day they're going to wish they locked the door but at least I don't have to wait to go inside.

Mass wriggled out of my arms excitedly and ran into the living room. I heard Chiara gasp in shock which made me crease my eyebrows in confusion. It ain't that shocking that he's here is it? I followed after my son and Chiara gaped at me like she'd seen a ghost.

"Chiara, what's up? Did you just realise that your grandson is half black? Do you need a moment to come to terms with it?" I asked with fake concern. I laughed at her expression and plonked myself on the couch.

"You didn't say you were coming over today." Chiara said nervously.

"Damn Chiara, do we need to tell you when we come over? I mean you've literally seen me spread eagle busting out a baby and now you wanna act like we're strangers?" I mean what's the real issue here because I'm getting suspicious.

"Mummy, whats spwead eagle mean?" I let out a snort and looked at Cleo for help.

"Um- well- you see- it's kinda when-." Cleo stuttered over her explanations which made me burst out laughing.

"I don't know if you're aware but some dickhead is parked in my spot outside your house." I decided to change the topic and save Cleo from the situation I put her in.

"Oh it's fine." Chiara whispered.

What is up with her? Like damn, blink twice if you need help sis.

"Nonna, is Ro upstairs?" Mass asked, he absolutely adores Sario.

"Yes baby." Mass ran off excitedly and I watched him go with a loving smile on my face.

"I'm gonna go and find Massimiliano. He promised to help me find a house and I want to see what days he's free so we can go to viewings." I said, slapping my thighs and standing up.

"Hannah, we need to talk." Chiara said seriously.

"Are you breaking up with me?" I teased.

"No but you might break up with us." My face dropped at that. What is going on here?

"Chiara, I'm being serious now. Tell me what's wrong." I said sternly.

Chiara squirmed in her seat and was about to speak when Mass' squeals cut her off.

"Mummy look! I'm so high up!" I turned to look at what my son was talking about only to see him sitting on the shoulders of someone I thought I'd never see again. Someone I've never stopped missing or loving, someone I thought was dead-

"Maxi..."

A/N
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HAAAAAAAA GOT'EMMMM

BE HONEST HOW MANY OF YOU GUYS WERE CRYING😂😂

I'm sorry but I had to act a fool one more time.

Anyway have a good day guys😂 x

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