Mafia Made Love (BWWM) (18+)

MML: Chapter XXVIII

Translations are at the end.
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Kensington's POV
I can't continue to live like this. I used to not give a fuck about anyone or anything apart from myself and my work. Things aren't like that anymore though, I have a son and a husband. A husband who's been giving me the cold shoulder for almost a week now, all because I interrupted his fucking meeting. It wasn't like it was done intentionally and it's hard to stop Hannah once she gets going.

"Hello." I blinked at the fingers snapping in front of me and whacked the hand to the side. I hate being snapped/clapped at.

"Don't do that Hannah." I told her, trying to keep my annoyance at bay.

"Well I'm bored and you're day dreaming. I only came here because Maxi said he was going to be here all day. I didn't think that he'd rather play stupid video games when he has the opportunity to get some of this action." She frowned, gesturing to her sparsely clothed body.

"You can go there you know, I personally don't enjoy being in a room with them and their testosterone fuelled friends, especially when they're playing video games. It gets intense. You didn't even properly go in. I'm sure if Max had actually seen this get up he would have paid you all the attention that you want and then some." I said, taking in the skimpy, see-through, black bandeau dress she's wearing. I feel kind of self-conscious around her now when it used to be the other way around. I mean her boobs look like they're able to defy gravity and she's not even wearing a bra! After giving birth and breast feeding I don't have the same confidence that I did before when it comes to my body. It's not to say that there's anything wrong with my body it's just more of a mental thing. Teddy has also never made me feel inadequate. Sometimes I think he just overreacts to make me feel better about myself.

"No you're right. He'll come to me when he's ready. I don't like being around a lot of guys unless I have to. I get enough of that at work. Let's talk about you instead." She sighed and propped her elbow up on the kitchen island. What I really want to talk about is her stripping. There's no way on this earth that Max is cool with that, they probably haven't spoken about it because they both know it's an argument waiting to happen and their relationship is still very fresh.

"There's nothing to talk about." I'm attempting to divert the conversation away from myself.

"Oh really? So I'm imagining the fact that you and Teddy haven't fucked in a good few months and that he's been avoiding you recently?" Hannah got off her fat ass to grab not one but two of Aemilio's cartons of juice.

"Do you have to be so crude about it?" I asked, snatching the juice boxes away from her.

"It doesn't matter how I say it. It won't have made the statement false." She argued taking the juice back. I can't even deal with this anymore. The juice or the very blatant truth. She's just like Max, I'm convinced she either only comes here for Max or food. Mainly both.

"What am I supposed to do? He barely spares me a glance. He doesn't even kiss me anymore." I admitted shamefully. This is a lot more deep than I'm willing to admit.

"I'm not a shrink but I think your first course of action should be to satisfy yourself so that you have a clear mind and I mean with the real thing." She pretended to deep throat the air and I didn't know whether to laugh or get her out of my face for being so vulgar. This is probably what I need though. Someone like Hannah to give the push I need to be sexually bold.

"Can we talk without the extra nastiness? Save it for Max. Just tell me what you suggest." I'll give in this once. It'll probably end up being for the best in the future anyway.

"Seduce him."

"Alright get out of my house." I started to usher her out of the kitchen.

"Wait!" She laughed. "I'm being serious. Have you even tried to get him to have 'sexy time' or did you just roll over and pretend that nothing was happening? I'll make it easy for you. Go and slip into something sexy- anything that's not this and I'll look after Aemilio while you break your back for Teddy- sorry, while you and Teddy make love." I mulled over her proposition whilst purposely ignoring her snarky remarks.