His Runaway Bride

Chapter 16: Ruthless Temptation

Jillian Klairo

Days had passed, I got used to the fact that I am no longer with my Father's urn. He's finally out there, in the ocean..free. I donated the vase to a funeral home where they could give it to a family who needed it. That's what my Father would've wanted. Umuwi din kami matapos ang ilang oras namin sa Baler, Aurora, dahil kahit sabado ay kailangan naming mag-aral at magbasa. As the day passed by, hindi ko na kinailangan ang bandage sa noo ko dahil nalulusaw naman na ang suture. It's barely noticeable now.

I could take in lots of information like I used to since umayos na din ang lagay ng concussion ko dahil gumagaling na ako. May ilang araw pa ako bago ako bumalik sa diner. Thankful lang ako doon sa paid vacation dahil nakakaipon pa din ako ng panghulog sa natitirang utang sa bangko. Everything is finally falling into their right places. I am doing good at school, healing physically and mentally, and I have a boyfriend.

A freaking boyfriend. I still cannot believe it.

Hawak niya ako, nakalingkis siya ulit sa akin ngunit ang kaso ay may harang ang mga lower body namin. He made a pillow boundary so I wouldn't feel his erection in the morning like right now. He's very considerate..gentleman..and ignoring my sexual advances. It's frustrating.

Nakatitig ako sa view ng buong syudad, may kaunting fog pa dahil maga-alas sais pa lang ng umaga. It's blurry for me but I still appreciate it.

He groaned and pulled me closer. Napangiti naman ako at itinaas ang kamay ko sa kanyang malambot at may kahabaang buhok. I stroked it for a moment before I let him sleep in peace. We've been together for weeks, and yet we're still not doing anything sexual. What I discovered about Creed is that he's a big soft baby. He likes cuddles, forehead kisses, and hugs. He's not pressuring me to do anything besides that. He really wanted me..for being me, not because he saw me as a piece of meat.

I felt lucky alright..thankful even...dahil nakatagpo ako ng lalaking katulad niya. Hindi nga niya ako pine-pressure, ako naman ang pume-pressure sa kanya na may gawin kami other than second base stuff--scratch that--I am tempting him every chance I get and he's ignoring it for weeks. Lagi niya sa akin na sinasabi na..soon, kasi daw kailangan ko pang mag-pagaling.

But I can't tell that to my raging hormones! Hindi ako religious pero kung ako ay ganoon, matagal na akong nangumpisal dahil sa dami nang naiimagine ko na gusto kong gawin sa kanya. I was naive until I met him, hell, I saw his dick, the second time we met...I was never showy and forward about what I want..but when it comes to Creed I am unfiltered.

I feel like a horny teenager..well, technically I am still a teen kahit na sa ilang linggo na lang ay magte-twenty na ako. I have never been curious about sex until now.

I study the human body..I knew that the way my body reacted to his touch and kisses were completely normal. The lubrication..and all...but I have never saw and learned anything except from science textbooks. So, the other day, I may or may not have searched up things online using his PC. That's why my desire grew...my hormones went crazy.

Most of my teenage years were spent in the foster home. Ang lagi lang sa amin sinsabi ay 'sex is bad, don't do it or you will go to hell.' Of course, even though I was smart, I was still a kid, so natakot ako.

But eventually as I grew older, I learned that sex is normal between two consenting adults. Being curious about it is very normal..but I have never been this curious until I experienced it. Wala akong alam, I didn't even know how to kiss..until Creed...so, throughout my research I found out a lot of interesting things like kamasutra...sexual positions like doggy, missionary, sideways, and even helicopter?! I mean no shame, but my virgin self was just baffled.....I also found some adult sites where I have witnessed things.