Wish to be free

Chapter 23

"Phaboya your not the only one. I have missed you like crazy too" She came closer to me and leaned in for kiss. I leaned closer but I suddenly felt her head rest on my neck. Ah-In? gwenchana? I asked as I tapped her head. "Seokjinahh its cold" I removed my coat and put it around her. I held her in my arms in a bridal way and started walking to my house. It was raining so heavily. I opened the door and placed her on the couch. I took a towel and soaked the water from her dress. I suddenly felt a plaster wrapped around her waist. I gently lift her dress up to look at the wound. I could see a huge plaster wrapped around her stomach. I dried her hair. She was burning up. I dried her up and placed a wet cotton cloth on her head. I put a blanket on top of her. I laid beside her and berried my head in her neck. I placed a soft kiss on her neck and drifted off to sleep. 

Ah-In POV

I woke up with a heavy headache and felt a strong arm wrapped around my waist. "What the hell did I do yesterday?" I turned around and saw... Jin? Am I dreaming? To make sure it wasn't a dream I looked closely at him examining his face. I touched his cheeks gently. "Ok I get it he isn't real I must wake up" I was gonna walk away from the couch but he suddenly held my wrist and pulled me closer. I landed on top of him. To be honest I enjoyed this closeness. Even though it is a dream, "It isn't a dream" he said in a sleepy tone. My eyes grew wide as I heard his voice. I was hearing this after a long time. "Stay here Ah-In don't go" he said as he pulled me even more close. I could feel his breath fanning my bangs. He came close to kiss me. I pushed him back placing my finger on his forehead. "Heyyyyy why did you do that?"

 "I hate you. I am sick of you and I don't love you anymore" I said as I saw his eyes grow wide. "Thats what you said me then why are you acting like you love me" He held my wrist and hugged me tightly. I flinched as he did that because my stomach hurt. "I am sorry for saying so. I understood how foolish I was" "Tell me the reason Jin" he narrated the entire story to me. I let out a light giggle and said, "You are the biggest fool. Did you know how much I had to go through because of you?" "Do you think you are the only one?" "But what about you fiancé?" "She found out that I already had someone in my heart" "I hope this isn't a dream and if it is a dream I don't want to wake up ever again" I suddenly felt like throwing up. "Where is the bathroom?" I asked as I was about to gag. He showed me the direction. I rushed to the bathroom and threw up in the closet" He rubbed my back. "Are you ok?" he asked as he hugged me. "I am just sick thats all" I suddenly remembered about his sickness. I put my hand on his neck and forehead. "Jin you are burning up too. Go have some rest" "I am ok. At least better than you" I pushed him towards the couch and made him lie down. I suddenly felt a strong pain in my stomach which made me fall down. "You fell down Ah-In go sleep" "I am ok" I said as I tried to get up. I suddenly felt someone lift me up. I looked up and saw Jin. "Put me down" "Shiro" He placed me on the couch and slept beside me.. He wrapped his arms around my waist and put the blanket on top of us. "Lets just get some sleep. You will feel better after you wake up" 

"Mind telling me whats with the hospital gown?" "Ahh~ Shiro~" I said as I turned around. "Wae~?" "I just don't want to" He suddenly noticed my wrist. He pulled my sleeve up and saw the two cuts on my wrist. "I get it, the one was made by you. But the second one?" I avoided his gaze as I didn't want to say anything to him. 

He lift my chin up and made me look at him. I cupped his cheeks and kissed his lip. He closed his eyes and kissed me back. He placed his one hand on my cheeks. He broke the kiss and looked at me, "I know why you did this out of the blue. But it doesn't stop me from asking you my question" "Screw the question" I said as I kissed him again.