Wish to be free

Chapter 22

"Ah-In hajima you are burning up too please have some medicine" "H-Has he gotten up yet?" I peeped and saw that he got up. He took the medicine with him and closed the door. I suddenly blacked out. 

I woke up in the hospital ward. There was a cloth on top of my forehead. I feel really unwell. Why did I catch a cold? I was so nauseous. I felt like I wanted to throw up. I suddenly got up and rushed to the bathroom. Thank god I threw up in the bathroom. I felt miserable ohh gosh! My eyes felt really heavy and my head felt heavy too. I went towards the bed. I drifted off to sleep. It was almost midnight and I suddenly felt like throwing up again. I wiped my mouth and went back to the bed. I missed him so much. I wish he could touch me, I could touch him. I miss the warmth of his hands. 

Next day

I woke up with a heavy headache. I guess I have a migraine because as the headache decreases I feel like throwing up. Having a headache is better than throwing up. This hospital gown sucks. Every thing sucks including my freaking life. I really wanna sleep. I slipped onto bed but I suddenly heard someone open the door. "Unnie" I said as I let out a frustrated moan. "Are you ok?" she asked as she sat beside me. "Unnie don't come near me unless you want to catch a cold" I said as I pushed her away. "Are you gonna be ok by yourself?" "Yes I will" I suddenly felt like throwing up. I rushed to the bathroom as Unnie followed me. She rubbed my back as I threw up. I wiped my mouth and hugged her. "Unnie I feel awful I am really tired" She placed me on the bed and put the blanket over me. 

________ Time skip__________

I woke up all of a sudden. I checked the time. Its-its already 9!!!!!!! Gosh!!!!! Unnie isn't here too. I took the car keys and did not bother changing my hospital gown. I drove off. There was an unusual Traffic block. I reached after a long ride. It was 11 already. I missed him! I went to the park and as I thought. He wasn't there. I sat on a swing and swung back and forth slowly. Even though its just for one day I wanted to see him. I missed the chance.

Jin POV

I was going through my phone and suddenly came through some pictures

I let out a chuckle as I saw them. She is better off without me. I miss her. I was really unwell today and someone had left the medicines on my doorstep. Must be the Ajhumma. I didn't go to the park because I was sick. But whenever I feel down I always go to the park. I am feeling really sad right now so I started walking towards the park. I took and umbrella with me since I thought it would rain. The sky was really cloudy. I reached the park. It was really dark. There wasn't anyone except a girl in a hospital gown. Wonder who she is. It began raining all of a sudden. I saw the girl look up. My heart froze as soon as I saw her. A-Ah-In? she looked pretty shocked too. I couldn't think of anything. I dropped the umbrella from my hand and stared at her. Our eyes met and the rain began pouring heavily. I could feel my heart beating fast as my eyes were lost into hers. She suddenly began walking towards me. What happened to her? her legs were injured and she was limping. "Seokjinahh" she said as she shouted my name, She gripped her stomach. I ran towards her with open arms and hugged her. 

I lift her up and due to the force We spun around. I lift her up which made her look taller than me. She looked down at me and hit my chest hard as she started crying, "I hate you for leaving me. Hate you for being in my heart till now. Hate you for saving me. I hate you seokjin, for making my life miserable" "Phaboya Its not just you"