I take the knife and bring it closer to my hand. I don't want to do it but my body wont allow me. I wish I could be free. I suddenly see him walk towards me. He comes closer to me and slaps the knife away. "You can't die like this" he says as he...
I woke up as the sunlight hit my face. I found myself in an unknown place. I could not get up. My hands and legs were weak. I tried to get up but using my hands which helped me sit straight on the bed. I noticed that I had a hoodie on. It wasn't my regular clothes. But-but I didn't wear a hoodie. I could feel a stinging pain in my lips. I rubbed the end of my lips with my index finger gently. As I touched the end of my lips I felt a strong pain. There was blood on my finger. "You woke up?" I heard a familiar voice say. I immediately turned and saw Bang guk-Bong coming towards me. I moved back and curled up in the blanket. "Don't worry. I won't hurt you" I did not listen and went stayed there. "I am serious. I won't hurt you" "r-really?" I asked stuttering. "Why would I hurt you?" "Then why am I wearing your hoodie and why is my face bruised. Why do I feel so tired?" "Stop asking questions" "Please tell me what have you done to me?" "I said come here" "Answer me!!!!" "I said come here!!!!!!!!!!!" He said as he pulled me by my hair.
(Back to the present)
I couldn't say any further. The memories were coming back to me. "Ah-Inahh gwenchana?" "That bloody pervert. No girl should experience anything like this" I heard Jisoo say as she hugged me. "Are you ok" Jungkook asked me. As he patted on my shoulder. I shoved his hands away and pushed Jisoo to the floor. I went opened the door and ran towards my house. I closed the door behind me. I sat down the floor and curled up burying my head in between my knees. I began swinging back and forth telling myself to calm down. "Ah-In open the door!!!!!!" I heard Jin knock. I went towards the kitchen and took a blade in my hand. I held it against my wrist. "Ah-Inahhh don't do it" I said to myself. I moved it closer to my wrist. "But my eyes shot open. "I am not letting my mind and body take over me" I moved my hand away from my body. "You can do it Ah-in. It is all in your past. Don't make your life miserable" I threw the blade away from my hand. "Finally!!! for the first time" I opened the door and saw Jin sitting by the door. His eyes were teary. "Seokjinahhh" I called out to him. He looked at me with red puffy eyes full of tears. "I am sorry I don't--" Before he could complete his sentence I hugged him. "You don't have to worry about me. I am ok" "He hugged me really tight and said, "You are a strong girl" he said as he kissed my forehead.
3 months later
"Are you nervous Ah-Inahh?" "Yes I am really nervous"
Jungkook: "You don't have to be I told you it's gonna be ok.
Jin: Don't be scared and do your best ok?
Jungkook: " I am sure I have trained you well"
Me: "I practiced really hard yesterday"
Jisoo: "I am thinking of giving it a shot too.
Jin: "Yah theyll run away once they see your face.
Jungkook: "I know that's true"
Me: What the hell are you both talking about She is very pretty. I wonder if they will take her instead of me"
Jisoo: "Ah-In is the only one who has eyes. But my bad I am just 5'3. I am always here to cheer you"
Jungkook: "Here we are"
Me: ohh my god I am going to panic"
Jin: Don't ,youll be fine
Me: You think so?
Jisoo: Yes. Now go get it
Jungkook: Lezz get it.
We walked into the hall where the audition was being conducted. I am sure all of you are wondering an audition for what. Audition for modelling. I always had a dream of being a runway model since childhood but I gave up on the dream since the incident with Guk-Bong. Jungkook works for an agency and he is a model too a top model. He has trained me hard. To be honest he was the one who convinced the agency to conduct an audition for me and I am thankful. I stood at the entrance while Jungkook went to talk to the judges. "Do you all know Sora choi? One of the most fierce models on the runway? She has always been my inspiration. Damn the look in her eyes. I want to be like her. I saw the judge looking at me and signalling me to come in. I nodded and quickly went in. The heels were killing me. I was so nervous that my legs began shaking. I was about to trip but jin caught me. "Yahhh I told you that you will be fine. Stop tripping" I nodded and said, "Thank you. Wish me luck" "Fighting" Jisoo said as she gave me a hug.
I bowed in front of the judges. I wore a beautiful blue frock which was not that fancy because Jungkook said that The walk is more important than the dress.
Judge 1: Talk about yourself
Me: "I am So Ah-In and this is my first time auditioning for a modelling agency. It has always been my dream to become a runway model.
I wore a short dress so that They could see how skinny I am. You see models are supposed to be skinny and tall. I am 5'8. Which like the starting height for most modelling agency.
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This is the dress I wore.
Me: "So ya that's all I have got to say about me"
Judge 2: Now we would like to see your walk.
I took in a deep breath and stood at the spot from where I am supposed to walk. As the music began I took my first step. I began walking in sync with the rhythm. I remembered all the points Jungkook told me. Move your legs in sync with the music. Each step of your should be in a straight line. Never go out of your track and have a fierce look in your eyes. Keep your head up every time and never look down. Have confidence. Move your hips to the sides and make your walk look more powerful. I followed all these rules and looked straight ahead. I did not blink neither did I loose my confidence. I stood at the end for a minute and turned around walking back to the starting point. I heard claps from the judges. I bowed to them and stood in front of them. One of the judges had an angry look where as the rest of them looked quiet satisfied with my walk.
Judge 1: You are really good for a beginner. I suppose you might do well if you got professional training.
Judge 2: I suppose our top model Jungkook has trained you right? It can be seen in your walk. Beginners normally don't know the rules of walking on a runway.
Me: Thank you sir Thank you very much.
Jungkook: So is she in?
Judge 1: We are not the once who decide that.
Judge 2: He is the one who decides who should get in and who shouldn't. The judge said as he pointed to the judge who looks really pissed off for some reason.
Ohh my god there is no way I am getting in. He looks so freaking pissed.
