I Miss you so bad I hate you(Season 2 of chase hudson series)(ON HOLD)

Chapter 6~Mom and Dad?

"your father has cancer..". 

Taylor's P.O.V 

"w-what". I say wanting to burst into tears. Not right now. "I'm very sorry..he has 3-5 years to live". The doctor adds and I shed a few tears before walking out the room going back to where my father was. "Good news ma'am your father is up and he want's to talk to you". the nurse says then walks out the door. 

"dad". 

"T-taylor"? 

"hi". I say softly, walking over to the bed. 

"your here". he says sounding like he wants to cry. 

"of course I'm here". I smile and hold his hand. 

"I thought you hated me". 

"N-no it's just i'm not going to forget about what happened..it was horrible you know..I was real close to mom". I sigh sitting down in the chair. 

"yeah i know and I'm sorry I wanna make things right Taylor..want it to be like old times again". My dad says softly and a tear trickles down my cheek as I remember what the doctor told me.

"he has 3-5 years to live". 

I look at my dad and smile. 

"remember when we went camping and Josh got stuck to the tree branch and I had to unhook him but I ended up falling back and breaking my leg". My dad says starting to laugh and I giggle it. I remember that day too well. 

9 years ago~~

"Josh stop climbing the tree your not a monkey". my dad shouts out to my brother Josh who's climbing a big tree. "no way it's nice up here". Josh screams. "Your gonna hurt yourself and your mother's going to kill me if you come back to the house with a broken bone". My dad shouts back to him and Josh sighs loudly and get down. Or at least tries. His pants gets stuck on a branch. "dad I'm stuck". My dad rolls his eyes. "Ok don't worry buddy i'll come up there". 

My dad tries climbing the tree and makes it up to josh and helps his pants get unstuck. Josh then climbs down leaving our dad still up their. Instead of careful climbing down the tree our father thinks it's a good idea to jump backwards off it like Josh did. He didn't know how far he was still up still he landed and you heard a *crack*. When he realized it wasn't a tree branch he looked at his foot and saw it going a different direction. Josh and I laughed and we had to call mom and it was NOT good. Well at least for our father anyway. 

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"oh my god or the time you drove us to the wrong school for Josh and I's graduation". I laugh and my dad then stifles a laugh. 

"or remember when your mom threw a birthday party for Josh and I invited a clown and he ended up beating the shit out of him cause the clown ate some of his birthday cake". My dad says and I bawl out laughing. All these memories feel like these things happened just. We were that perfect healthy happy family. The type of family that rarely had issues and if so we would just work everything out. 

I miss that Family. 

Chase's P.O.V 

6. 6 fucking bottles of alcohol already consumed and I feel like shit. All I can think about is Taylor. Nothing else concerns me right now. i just want my children and my wife back. I never wanted this. I never deserved this. All of I've done is changed. That's it. I know I lied but I can stop. I just feel like some things about me are hard to talk about so I make up something to cover it up and make me seem like I'm the perfect person. I know no one can be perfect but I'm not even good enough. So I try and seem perfect so people will let me be. I admit the shit I lied about wasn't good for the relationship sake but I thought Taylor meant it when she said forever. I guess not.

I sit there for a moment look at the lyrics I wrote. I've always wanted to sing but I just never did anything about it cause my life is fucked up as it is. What if I became famous and started getting all the girls and stuff yeah that'd be great and all but from my past experience I'd rather have one girl then a whole bunch of whore and bitches who want nothing but money. 

I keep grabbing my Phone wanting to text taylor but then I remember. She never wants to see me again. Or hear from me again. She hates me. I lied. Now she hates me. If she ever found out what the other thing I was hiding from her was she'd probably kill me. I only told maybe like 1 little white lie to her but this one. Wasn't a little white lie. This was the type of Lie that I could get me so much hate for. Which is why I never told her but hey, Like I said I only lie to make myself seem perfect. 

Taylor's P.O.V 

It's been 6 hours. 6 hours since I told chase I never wanted to see him again. 6 hours since I found out my dad has cancer. 

I left the hospital around 10 minutes ago. Addison offered to watch the kids while I go back to my dads. He told me I could stay in there still  I find somewhere which is really sweet of him. 

I make it to the house and I see two people standing outside the gate. It looked a lady about 40 or 45 something years old and man who looked slightly older than her. The lady had blonde hair about shoulder length and the man had a white beard and was bald. maybe they were my fathers friend. 

It wasn't and what I was about to find out would change my perspective on chase forever.

I walk up the gate and they see me and smile. "Um hi sorry my father's not here if that's who you are looking for right"? 

"we're actually looking for Taylor Miller". The man said smiling widely. 

"um that's me"? I say more in a question like tone. 

"Hi sweetie I'm Tamora and this is my husband Cole". the lady who I just found out name was tamora stuck out her hand and smiled and I gave her a light smile and shook it. 

"do I know you"? I kind of laughing not wanting to come off rude.

"We're Chase's Parents".