I Miss you so bad I hate you(Season 2 of chase hudson series)(ON HOLD)

Chapter 2~ Out of love

Taylor's P.O.V 

I left. 

I left him. 

The man that I fell for 2 years ago, I left him. 

Not for months weeks or days. I left him for good. For eternity. 

If it wasn't for meeting him I would've still had my happy family and all my friends. 

I thought that once we would get married we would be safe and would live happily ever after just like you see in those romance movies. I was wrong. 

One thing after another it was just a never ending battle with murders and broken hearts. 

I was sick and tired. Sick and Tired of breaking up then making up. Sick and tired of our friends dying. Sick and Tired of being miserable or paranoid every day of your life. 

"Taylor". I hear him call my name. 

"what thomas". I mumble. 

"are you ok you haven't touched your plate". he asked sincerely. 

"thomas I just don't feel like eating leave me alone". I mumble angrily storming off upstairs. 

It's only been 1 week since everything went down with chase and I couldn't find anywhere to stay and I wanted to go somewhere far so thomas was my only option. 1 year ago chase and I got married and that was when thomas got arrested. Turns out it wasn't entirely him the whole time and he was covering up for tyler the whole time so he got released 3 weeks ago. 

He offered me to stay at his place which I agreed to since in my case it was the only option. He lives in Florida so considering that I lived in california that pretty far. 

I sit on the bed and pull out my phone to see 20 missed calls from Chase and 7 messages and 1 voicemail. I click the voicemail and I instantly hear tears. 

"hey taylor..I don't know where you went but please come back.It's been a week and I'm sorry. I know I fucked up but I love you. Please taylor. I'm sorry. I'll explain everything please. I love you so much and I don't know what I would do without you baby. We've been through so much. I was sitting here thinking about when we first met a-and when you went into labor a-a-and christmas when I gave you that ring. The promise ring. I know I said i didn't remember making any promises but I do taylor I do. You made a promise to me by wearing that ring. WE both promised that no matter what happens we'll always be there for each other. Now is that moment taylor please come back I love you..forever and always". 

I start to tear up and delete the voicemail.I don't bother looking at the text messages. 

I go through the rest of the photos I have left on the phone and start crying. Thomas knocks at the door and I look up. 

"hey I'm sorry about everything Tay..I know you don't know me that well and we're not close but just know I'm always here for you". He says sitting by me on the bed and I sniffle wiping my tears and give him a small smile. 

"thanks thomas". 

"anytime". He says then there's silence. He slowly leans in and kisses me and I pull away. 

"what the fuck"!? I get up and walk away and he pulls my arm. 

"let go of me"! I scream and he quickly pulls away giving me a soft look. 

"I'm leaving". I say and he stays silent as I start packing up. 

Once I grab all my things I grab the babies and stand outside waiting for a cab. Luckily for me it's only 15 minutes and a cab comes. There's no one I know out here so i decide to stay at a hotel for the next couple of days or so until I get shit situated. 

Once I get to the hotel and settled in I make sure the babies are sleep and head into the bathroom to make a call to Addison. 

"hello". I say. 

"hey taylor are you alright chase came over and was freaking out again he's been doing this for a week now". she sighs and I huff. 

"I know Addison I'm trying to figure everything out right now I'm in florida in a hotel and-". Addison cuts me off. 

"wait hotel what happened to staying with thomas"? 

"well he tried making a move on me so I took a hotel for tonight at least". 

"oh well it's late so I'm going to go to bed I'll talk to you first thing in the morning and we can talk more about where your gonna be staying". 

"ok Addy love you bye". 

I hang up  and go back in the room to see the babies still sleep. I lay on my bed and plug my phone in then lay and look at the ceiling. 

I think I fell out of love...