I Miss you so bad I hate you(Season 2 of chase hudson series)(ON HOLD)

Chapter 7~ I hate you

Taylor's P.O.V 

"Parents"? I question and the both smile nodding their heads. I thought about what Chase told me about his parents.

3 years ago when they first met~~

"okay, well um so when i was little my mom was constantly getting beat by my dad and it would never stop. By the time I was 4 my dad left us for another women who was his secretary turns out he was cheating on her the whole time he was with my mom. He had a kid and forgot I even existed. My mom then turned into just sadness and never even tried to date again. My grandma thought it was a good idea for me to live with her until my mom got her life straight. So I lived with my grandma for 10 years when I turned 14 I found out my mom got in a car accident and was in a coma for a lot of weeks. Those weeks turned into days those days turned into months and 4 days before my 15th birthday she was basically on life support. I didn't know what to do with myself I started dressing sloppy I would fuck any girl who liked me I would sleep half the time and my grandma moved so therefore I had to and 2 blocks down from the house there was this house. I always came to it whenever I was depressed and needed to cry and let things out and rage. On Christmas Eve I found out my grandma was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and she only had 3 months to live so her dying wish was to see me with a house and be successful so a few days before her passing she gave me enough money to buy a house. After I bought it and she helped get me settled in she went back home later that night she has committed suicide because she was so sick but I still come to this house every once in a while to feel the memories and the past. My grandma also wanted me to continue on with life and be a successful young man with wife and kids. So that's why I changed myself up and got better and then I moved myself to new schools and everything by myself now I'm 17 and trying to live my life fine." 

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"Um do you guys want to come in"? I  ask unlocking the door and they both nod. 

They sit on the couch and I sit across from them in the chair.

"wait so your chase's parents..I guess I have to ask..how did you know who I was"? 

"well we didn't know about you until after the wedding. Thomas had got into contact with us and told us all about you and chase and we had to come meet the girl that changed him". Tamora said. 

"ok because I'm not sure you're aware but chase had told me his dad left him at 4 and his mom got in a car accident when he was 14 ".

Chase's mom looked disappointed. 

"well no sweetie I'm afraid he lied and I figured that's what he did when I found out how long you guys have been together. So if you don't mind could I explain as to what happened to make him tell this horrific lie"?  Tamora asked and I nodded my head. 

"so it all started when chase was about 9 or 10.Yes his father did walk out on us when he was little but not for the reason chase told. His father was really abusive to him and I. He would call chase names and hit him. He would starve Chase and I for days and threatened us that if we told the cops he would come back to kill us. I finally got the courage to tell someone so when I did he got arrested. So therefore he didn't really 'walk out on us'  but he got arrested which means we got rid of him. I tried to date other people but Chase never really liked them. he would always get bad grades and get in trouble and blame it on his dad leaving us as an excuse. Chase was about 15 and we got in the big argument because he had met this girl named Olivia and I knew she was bad from the start but he wouldn't listen. He then got so angry one night that he told me he wished that I was dead and I would die. I got upset and didn't know what to do. I kicked him out. He was getting worse and worse every day. bringing random girls in my house and drinking. He was turning out to be just like his Father. I couldn;t stop him so i sent him to live with his grandma till she passed away when he was 17 causing him to be homeless. I wouldn't let him back in. He begged and pleaded he would change but my mental health was more important. I had gotten married while he was away at 16 and i was happy. I miss him but i couldn't let him back in. SO his Aunt and uncle helped him at the house he lives at now and that's about it". She's now crying and I'm pulling her in for a hug. 

All that can process right now is one thing. Chase lied. This is worse lie he's told. 

He made me believe his life was so fucked up because of his parents. Which I mean that sucks about his dad but his mom was there for him but he chose to be stupid. What else was he lying about. At this point I don't even want to know.

Everything hurts right now. My heart. My mind. My feelings. I don't even know where chase and I stand. I almost hate him in a way. I miss him so much though but I can't. I hate him. 

Chase hudson I hate you.