Chase's P.O.V
it currently 7 in the morning. It's saturday. I lay in my bed not wanting to remove myself from the warm covers that lay over me. I lay there head pounding with a horrible hangover. My phone rings and I groan and reach over the dresser to grab it. I look at the caller ID to see it's Addison.
"hello". I say sleepily.
"chase get your ass up we need to talk". Addison says in an angry tone.
"I just woke up what the fuck is your problem".
"my problem is you go see taylor at the hospital drunk and claim you miss her but you have a fucking hickey on your neck what the hell is that chase"! Addison shouts through the phone.
"first of Oww. Second how do you know about me going to see taylor".
"uh did you forget her and I were best friends. Oh wait no don't answer of course you forgot we were friends. You seemed to have forgot that you and taylor were married as well".
"Addison don't bring my marriage into this last night was a mistake". I sigh. It's too early to be screaming.
"who was-you know what..I think I already know who it..it was charlie wasn't it".
It's quiet.
"you dirty cheating lying bastard. how could you. Once taylor knows she's going to hate you".
"n-no don't tell her please" I say starting to feel tears in my eyes.
"Oh no I'm not going to be the one telling her. You are. She texts me saying she wants us to meet at her dads cause she also has a surprise for you so get ready i'm picking you up in 10 minutes". addison says then hangs up.
What suprise? I'm scared in a way.
Taylor's P.O.V
"are you guys want to this especially you Mrs.Hudson.It must be really hard for you". I say as we prepare for seeing chase.
"yes honey i'm fine and I told you you can call me Tam or Tamora". she gives me a warm heartedly smile.
We waited for about 20 minutes and then there was a knock. I open the door and there he was.Addison smiled at me and walked in leaving him standing outside just standing there looking at me. He look horrible. Baggy eyes. Messy hair. Hoodie and sweats. Looks like he hasn't showered in weeks honestly. He just looks like complete utter shit.
"you can walk in you know". I mumble lowly and he walks in still looking at me as if he were afraid. "Chase I have some people I would like you to meet". i smile and he looks confused.
"Tamora Hudson and Cole Wilson".
Chase looks as if he's seen a ghost. He doesn't say anything his eyes well up with tears and i just stand there. "I'll let you three catch up". I tell them walking into the kitchen where Addison is.
Chase's P.O.V
Addison picks me up neither of us say anything in the car on the way. once we get to the door Addison rings it and Taylor answers. She's dressed in a T-shirt and jeans and converse. She looks so well kept when I'm over looking like I haven't showered in weeks. Which I'm being honest I haven't showered in like 6 days. That's not that bad though.
"you can walk in you know". taylor mumbles interrupting my thoughts. i walk in looking at her still scared of what's coming next.
"chase I have some people I would like you to meet". taylor smiles and I give her a confused look.
"Tamora hudson and Cole wilson".
My eyes freeze. My mom. The woman I haven't seen since I was about 15. I remember the moment she kicked me out. It was because it was Olivia.
6 years ago~~~~
"Honey I don't think that girl is right for you..she's going to break your heart''. my mom said with a saddened look.
I groaned taking a swig of alcohol. I was only 15 years old and I know what was best for me at my age. I'm 15 which means I'm 3 years from being an adult. i don't need my mom telling me who I could and couldn't date. "Mom I'm not 5 I'm 15 if I can't stop you from seeing that random dude Coleslaw or whatever the fuck his name is then you can't stop me from seeing Olivia.
"I know but sweetie I don't want you to get hurt".
"mom you've already hurt me before. If you would've left dad from the beginning he wouldn't have hurt you and I. But you were so fucking stupid and needed a man so you just stayed and look how I am now. It's because of you mom. Olivia is the best thing that's happened to me since you got your new boy toy. I honestly hate you mom. I HATE YOU"! I scream and she jumps back scared.
"Chase I-I'm sorry".
"no mom your not sorry if you were then you would let me keep going out with Olivia".
"honey your going to be broken and I just care about you and-".
"you know what would make me happy mom". I say cutting her off.
She furrowed her eyebrows.
"I'd be happy if you'd just fucking die. Just go die my life would be better off without this shit. I'm going to move in with Olivia and we're gonna have children and live our best lives". I say walking out the house leaving everything behind.
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"Hi chase". My mom says and I just look. I feel disgusted with myself. How could I ever tell the woman that gave birth to me the words I told her before. it was so wrong of me. She was right. Olivia broke me.
"you were right". i mumbled starting to cry.
She pulled me in for a hug.
"Olivia broke me..she hurt...me". I mumble crying in her shoulder and she just says "ssh". and rubs my back lightly.
I'm Broken.
I'm Fucked up.
Love....
Love is deadly.
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I Miss you so bad I hate you(Season 2 of chase hudson series)(ON HOLD)
FanfictionLove.Hate.Deceit.Broken promises. It's been 2 years. 2 years since she walked out on him. Chase can't move on but on the other hand Taylor has found a new love. Once chase knows he does something he can't take back and will regret in the future...
