"Hi Taylor". I say walking up to taylor.
she steps back making me confused.
"what's wrong taylor". I mumble as Nessa just looks at us and excuses herself out the room.
"I smell alcohol". she mutters and I looks away feeling ashamed.
"I miss you". I say and she looks away.
"why are you here".
"Nessa said you might need comfort so that's why I came".
"well I don't need you here I'm doing just fine..I'm actually moving soon". she blurted out.
"w-what do you mean moving". I whisper.
"I'm finally going to college like I wanted to chase. Without you. That's how it should've been in the first place. I'm starting new". she whispers.
"what do you mean that's how it should've been. Taylor if we never met we wouldn't have the babies o-or have those adventures together". I says raising my voice from the whisper.
"Adventures? is that what you want to call them. Chase Your friend killed all our friends and we never knew until last year that it was him. I had to watch one of my best friends that I knew since I was little get shot right in front of my face. That is no fucking adventure chase,if you think that then you are sick I don't ever wanna see you again. Don't you understand that You've made my life a living hell and I just tried to ride by through it but I can't take it anymore. I'm done".
I look at her with no emotion.
"I'm sorry". I mumble out tears coming down my face.
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I walk out and pass by Nessa as I go downstairs back to the lobby.
"You've made my life a living hell and I just tried to ride by through it but I can't take it anymore. I'm done".
That sentence. That stupid fucking sentence just keeps replaying in my head. Why did I have to be such a fuck up. I messed everything up. She's not taking me back and it's all my fault. Actually no. It's not my fault. It's Olivia's.
If Olivia didn't text me that day taylor wouldn't have seen the message and therefore we could've been cuddling on the couch right about now. But no Olivia had to ruin it. That's all she's good for. She ruined things between her and I.
I got in my car and sped out of the parking lot going to the liquor store. I grabbed a couple of bottles and paid and headed back home.
I slammed the door as I walked in and stormed to my room. I sat on my floor and had a pen and pad next to me along with my my alcohol.
I began to write...
You showed up in a black veil
A black dress
Left you black roses on your steps
I guess the last kiss was the kiss of death
I put down the pen taking a swig of alcohol.
Now you're dead to me, and it's R.I.P
Here lies all of the lies
And all of the pain that I buried inside
Goodbye, I know it's tragic
The memory of us will go up in ashes
Taylor's P.O.V
The audacity. He's already moved on but claims he misses me. What type of B.S is that. Then he says if I never met him we wouldn't have had 'adventures'. Those weren't adventures those were traumatic things in my life I will never forget.
I look at my father who still appears to be sleep. I lay back in the chair and catch myself falling into a deep sleep.
I wake up 2 hours later to my dad's monitor beeping a lot. "NURSE I NEED HELP PLEASE"! I yell getting up and two nurses burst into the room rushing over to my dad helping him. I stand back and start crying. I have no clue what is going on and I'm scared. I already lost my mom i don't know what I would do without my whole family.
The doctor comes over to me as the nurses are still with my dad. "I'm Dr.Holder and I'm afraid I have bad news but some good". He says and I wipe my tear off with my sleeve.
Dr.Holder brings me into a separate room down the hall from my dad's room. "so before we go into everything I have a couple questions for you".
"ask away doctor''.
"ok first and this is important..is your dad an alcoholic and we must know this so do not cover him up".
"uh yes he has a history of being once probably since I was about 4 or 5". I say and he nods writing something on his clipboard.
"what about smoking".
"yes since I was about 8".
"Ok thank you and one more have you known anyone else in the family to have heart diseases or strokes, any kind of sickness"?
"I think my mother told me a while ago my grandmother died from a heart attack and my uncle passed from diabetes but that's about it I believe". I say and the doctor nods once more writing something again on his clipboard.
"Ok so we took a couple test when he brought in and we have determined what few things it could be. Since you told me alcohol and smoking took a big part in his life he could be at a strong risk of having heart problems, also just because it runs in the family. But after some of the other tests we took I have more results and I have a prognosis". The doctor then sighs.
"what is it". I say scared to ask but I wanted to know. he was my father at the end of the day. i know he's done a lot but he doesn't deserve anything bad. It wasn't his fault for what happened to mom he was convinced to do it. If he didn't our whole family would have been killed. I would've never met chase and our babies wouldn't have been brought into the world.
"your father has cancer..".
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I Miss you so bad I hate you(Season 2 of chase hudson series)(ON HOLD)
FanfictionLove.Hate.Deceit.Broken promises. It's been 2 years. 2 years since she walked out on him. Chase can't move on but on the other hand Taylor has found a new love. Once chase knows he does something he can't take back and will regret in the future...
