Disjuncture

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I feel awkward this morning;

the plot is out of sorts.

I don't know my script

and shudder with looks

from irascible strangers.


Nothing fits, including me;

yes, the narrative is broken.

I want it all to be like

the stories say, but my

author forgot my lines.


I know where it went wrong;

it hardly matters now.

I wish I could rub it out

like graphite, the way

we started over as kids.


Perhaps I'll start again;

but I'm dull and tired.

I need to feel the sharpness

of life's edges, not live a

blunt pencil or spent pen.


And then it may just work;

square pegs in round holes.

I want a coherent tale,

not this jumble of words

that whirls and deceives.

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