On Coming Home

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The ocean left me in the night

  And I wept quietly,

Swallowing salt tears and wishing

  They were sea spray;

Hoping for one last glimpse

  Of its magnificent depths as

Dawn cracked the violet sky. 

  I will miss its mystery and its haunting

Songs of calm and rage;

  I will miss its relentless charge

Upon kelp-strewn, goldenrod sands:

  Wiping clear the slate of beach-scratched

Testimonials to holiday love that

  Burned bright under glorious sun;

Demolishing the castles

  That proud little builders so

Fervently believed would defy

  The creeping tide.

No more, for me, the cool shadows

  Of jagged, towering cliffs, with

Hidden clefts to hide a furtive kiss;

  No more, for me, the purple quilts

Of heather, soft beds for star-gazing

  Between the spikes of gorse and stones.

I am out of sight again, lost amongst

  The clanking, filthy yammer of the city, 

Stalked by smooth-faced skyscrapers

  And jumbles of pubs and clubs that spill

The tired and drunk on littered streets.

  My sea belongs to others now and

They claim it eagerly for their own: 

  Writing their own stories; 

Painting their own pictures;

  As my memories of languorous days,

Imprinted with gentle purpose,

  Begin to drift and fade.

And now I ache:

  Ache for my lover, for her embrace

That washed me clean of fear, of years;

  Ache for my friend, for her company

That blunted the knives of lonely days;

    Ache for she who, for a moment, showed me 

 Careless happiness amongst the waves.

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