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you stood there confused as Chopper and Luffy kept talking about things you didn't know.
"So what your saying is (f/n) wants to forget about the Straw hats" Luffy said to Chopper 'Straw hats what a weird name.' you thought tilting your head."Yes Luffy she probably blocked out all memories of us." Chopper said looking down tears starting to roll down his cheeks again."(f/n) I don't really understand why you wanted to forget us, but I promise you I will get your memory back." Luffy said to (f/n) holding her hands while a tear rolled down your cheek."you're crying" "I am?" you asked taking back a hand and feeling your cheek."I don't know why I'm crying" "When we get your memory back then all this will make sense." Luffy said smiling making you smile.
"What if she doesn't want to remember?" A girl that looked like you, but was black and white said as she walked over to you."Who are you?" Luffy asked pulling you behind him."Oh I'm (f/n)'s pain the names Memory." "Wait what?!" Everyone yelled in unison except you who was very confused about what was happening.
"I'm (f/n)'s pain in other words I'm her memory that she blocked out. You would think you would know my name is a dead give away." memory said looking around."Then you can get (f/n) to rember us."Nami said happily. "no can do, sorry." memory said looking down"What do you mean you can't? you're her memory." "She doesn't want me back she doesn't want to remember. That's why I'm in this form she blocked me from everything so, instead of being ignored and slowly dying I escaped."
Everyone stood there eyes widened. "Then how can we get her to remember?" Zoro asked sternly."That is why I left to help her I need to get her to accept me then and only then she will remember. We have to hurry I can only last so long in this form."
"(f/n) I need you to accept pain again."
"sorry, but since my mom died I refuse to feel pain. So if you guys caused or were part of my pain then I refuse to remember you." you said flat out."This isn't good she's becoming emotionless if she continues to be like this I will disappear and she will never remember. (f/n) please" "I can't cause or feel pain for others if I don't remember them." And with that said you walked torwards memory and said. "I am not (f/n) anymore."
