Taking breaks are a easier way to cheat

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I parked my car and made sure all my doors were locked. You can't leave your car unlocked here. I texted her and she buzzed me in. I went up the elevator to the 8th floor. Annabel just had to have a view of the city.

I knocked on her fancy white door and she opened it and pulled me in for a hug. She's my besfriend and probably heard about what happened from Niall.

She let me go and I went straight to her fridge for some ice cream. I was craving it and it helps a broken heart. She had some Ben and Jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream. I pulled the tub out and grabbed a spoon. I sat on her long expensive couch and tried not to get any ice cream on it.

"Niall told me you guys broke up. I can't believe he'd cut your ropes when you have a bun in the oven. Asshole." Oh Belle and her expressions. I stuck a spoon full of ice cream in my mouth and enjoyed every ounce of it.

"I think I just want to be single, and buy a few cats." I joked. When we were younger After every break up we had we'd say we were going to buy cats and forget about guys. We still say it, old habits die hard I guess.

"I've always wanted to raise a goat, but I'll settle for a baby." She chuckled and turned on the tv. She put E! News on and I already knew they're was something about me and Harry that was bound to show up. Lucky me it did.

"Insiders say lady killer Harry Styles is now a single man. A close friend of Harry's say the couple of 2 years broke up today over jealously and rumors of Taylor secretly seeing Harry . Neither of them have confirmed anything but today we spotted Harry crying moments after talking to Ally Riders. Toon in later tonight and hopefully we'll have more on this story." The reporter was a tall blonde girl who was really pretty and Harry would love her.

"Damn these people are fast. Information vampires, I swear." Belle mumnled.

"Hey I have a sonogram in a few days, care to go?" I took another scoop of ice cream.

"Holy cow milk, yes I'd freakin love to go! Do we get to find out the sex?" She folded her arms and looked at me with a smile.

"Not yet gorgeous. The one after this I do." She frowned and turned the tv off. She wasn't really interested in what was on anyways. There was a knock on the door and Jessica took a minute to realize someone was knocking.

"Has curly douche been stalking you, I'm surprised your phone isn't going crazy from texts from him." She got up and opened the door. She instantly shut it and looked back at me.

"What's troubling your bee nest?"

"It's asshole." My heart dropped. My mouth hung open and I sat the tub of ice cream on the table and got off the couch.

"Tell him I'm not here!" She nodded and I went into her bath room and locked the door.

I put my war up against the door to hear what Harry was saying.

"Where is she?" He yelled. I knew he was mad but he had no reason to be, we aren't together anymore.

"I don't know who your talking about, but no ones here." Belle said bluntly. She can be a mean person, she said what was on her mind and didn't care if it hurt someone or not.

"I know she's here, her cars parked outside. Please I need to talk to her." I heard him step into the house. Belle clammed the door.

"I'm sorry that you broke her heart but she's not going to talk to you asswipe." I heard footsteps and backed away from the door.

"Can I use your bathroom?" His British accent was deep. I heard the nob turn but it suddenly stopped. The door was locked, I sure made the search easy for him. A minute later, he busted the door open. I just stood there, not even looking in his direction. Is he on steroids!?

"We need to talk." He shut the door and locked it again. He was leaned up against it, I had no way out. I'm not even going to say a word to him, there was nothing left to say.

"You don't understand, there's a lot going on and this relationship is only putting more stress on us. It's only a break, just a little time apart. That's all." As he stepped closer to me I backed up. He reached his arm out to touch me and I backed up a bit more.

"Why won't you say anything? Aren't you going to defend our relationship? Do you even care about us anymore?" He yelled at me. Tears stared falling again, I wish I couldn't feel any emotions especially right now.

My mouth opened and then closed. I tried to sys something but didn't know what to say. Of corse I care about us but the fact that he questioned my faith in us upset me.

"We're over Styles, they're isn't a relationship to defend anymore. They're isn't an 'us' so just leave me alone." I sat on the toilet seat put my hands over my face and cried into them. I wanted to stop but I didn't have the straight to hold it in anymore.

He took my hands off my face and knelt down putting his elbows on his thighs. He looked me straight into the eyes, it was killing me. He was everything I wanted but not what I needed.

"Look at what I do to you, I don't want to hurt you. That's all I do and I don't want to anymore. It's best if we just.." I interrupted him.

"Don't, just don't Harry. If you want to breakup then fine, leave! I don't care anymore. I raised Nathaniel without Zayn and I can raise this one without you. Don't worry you won't have baby momma drama." I stood up and moved around him to get out. I reached for the nob and he grabbed tightly on my arm.

"You're being childish. I just said we need to take a little break. I'm not letting you raise our child without me. I am nothing like Zayn." He had that serious look. His eyes were looking right into mine. I felt like they were like knifes, stabbing my heart.

"You sure act like it." I pulled my arm and walked out of the bathroom.

"Hey I'm probably going to be at Zayn's I'll text you okay."

"Okay." I left Belle's as soon as I could. Now on my way back to the hospital to check on Nathaniel.

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