He's my son (One Direction)

Meaningful Talks

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*****Zayn'a Pov*****

Nathaniel sat on the bottom bunk of the bed and turned away from me. I know I hurt his feeling, but I don't want to get his hopes up. Harry always talked about how him and Nathaniel had such great times. Harry was a better dad than me but I'm his real father, not Harry.

"I'm sorry Nathaniel. What else do you want me to say?" I walked toward him but sat next to him putting my arm around him. He jumped up and went to the other set of bunk beds, sitting down away from me.

"I want you to loves me and be with me. Mommy told me that you're mys daddy and yous love me, and Harry isn't daddy. I like Harry better dan you cause he plays catch wis me and he wants me. You don't wanna me, that's why mommy never told yous about me!" He yelled and got closer to me. I tried to put the pieces together on how she went on so long without anyone finding out. He couldn't be Harry's but the fans fell for it. His skin color isn't even pale.

"That's enough about that Nathaniel. I'm sorry I can't be there for you like Harry is and I'm sorry you feel that way. I do want you and I do love you, I love you very much. I'm trying okay, I'm trying to be a better dad. I'm not going to promise you all these things and not do them with you. You're too young to be disappointed. If you love Harry so much more than me why don't you just forget I'm your dad and go live with him!" I was so angry with Ally for putting me in this situation. If she would have let me be there for him since he was born things wouldn't be so complicated. I didn't want to let him down, not yet.

"I HATE YOU, I WISHES YOU WEREN'T MY DADDY. YOU ONLY LOVES YOU!"

"I said that's enough Nathaniel!" Him saying he hated me just pissed me off. I am trying to be a good dad, Harry had more practice than me so it's not fair. I need some time to learn how to be a better parent.

"You'll never be my daddy. Yous dead to me!" My mouth shot open and I leaned back, as if he slapped me in the face. My three year old son said he hates me and so does his mom. Everybody just hates me!

"Daniel, you don't really mean that, do you?" My eyes shut and I rested my hands over my face. Nathaniel ran in between my legs and pulled my hands offer face.

"Daddy why dos you mess up a lot? I thinks you hate mes too. Don'ts you?"

"You think I hate you? Why would you think that? I love you so much and I could never hate you. I don't mean to mess up, but I do. I'm sorry, being a dad is hard son, and I'm trying my best. Please don't ever think that I hate you." I put my arms around him and hugged him tightly. He slowly started to hug me back and dug his head into my chest. He was so small and fragile. He needed me so much more than I realized, maybe I need him more too.

"Look I promise when you come back from Harry's flat, we'll play catch, and go to the aquarium okay?" He let go of me and looked up with a giant smile on his face.

"You means it daddy?" His face lit up like a match and I stood up lifting him up into my arms.

"Yes, I mean it. We'll spend the entire day together!" He hugged me and I sat him down. He ran out of the room thinning into Ally's arms. She picked him up and took him downstairs. My phone buzzed and I slipped it out of my pocket.

From: Perrie<3

Hey, can we talk? I've been thinking about us a lot and I miss you. Let me know when and where. Love Perrie xx

Ugh, when Perrie and I ended things I thought me and Ally would get together right after because of Nathaniel, but it completely blew up in my face. She wants to be 'single' for a while. It's not my fault Harry was being Harry. I don't care if she's pregnant by Harry, but it does bother me that she compares us. Our situation was totally different.

To: Perrie<3

Idk I'm pretty busy. Maybe next week?

I put my phone back in my pocket while I walked out of the room and down the stairs to the living room. Ally sat next to me and patted me on the back. Nathaniel came running onto my lap hitting my nuts a little. I put on Madea's witness protection program because I was in need of a good laugh. As the movie went on my phone buzzed again. I pulled it out of my pocket moving Nathaniel a bit which he was spread out on my lap.

From: Perrie<3

Sounds okay babe. I'll be in town then so that'll be perfect. Love you :)

From: Leeum:p

Harry is going mad. It's an Ally code red! Help me!

From: Green Lantern

Aye, do you have my grey warm jumper? I've seem to have misplaced it.

From: Mum

Hi sweetie how's Nathaniel doing? I haven't gotten any pictures yet from you. Call me later. I love you!

From: Lou Boo

Hiya mate, Eleanor wants to babysit your mini me again. She keeps asking me when she can see him again!

To: Perrie<3

Ok seen you then

To: Leeum:p

Sorry bro. Take him to the pub and maybe he'll lighten up?

To: Niall

Actually I do. It's in my jumper closet. Come around in an hour and pick it up.

To: Mum

He's good mum. I'm sorry I've been busy with work. I'll call you before I go to bed. I love you 2

I noticed Ally was looking at me text on my phone. I hated her being snoopy but I snooped to her too. I get easily jealous, and Harry stole her from me once.

"What's wrong Zayn?" She looked down at Nathaniel and pulled his shirt down. She grabbed his hand and he held onto it.

"Did Harry text you?"

"No, it was my mum and the guys...." I wanted to say 'and Perrie' but I couldn't say her name. I didn't really want to hear it either.

"Oh, okay." She turned her head and her eyes started to water. I knew then that she was hurt. She missed Hazza.

"I have something in my eye. I'll be back." She got up of the couch and walked down the hall to the bathroom. Nathaniel had fallen asleep on me and so I just slipped out from under him. I got a blanket and threw it over him. It was cold and I didn't want him to get sick.

I walked over to the bathroom door and put my ear up to it. I heard her sniffle and took unsteady breaths. I knocked on the door and she immediately quieted down.

"I know your crying. Open the door." I asked quietly, not wanting Nathaniel to wake up.

She opened the door and I shut the door behind me in case one of us stared to yell.

"Why are you upset?" I moved closer to her, but she moved away sitting down on the toilet seat cover, and kept tapping her foot on the floor.

"You're talking to Perrie again?" She asked and gave me no eye contact.

"That's really good Zayn." She smiled and looked down at her hands.

"I guess We aren't getting back together. She wanted to meet up and talk, that's all." I really didn't want to talk about Perrie. Not while she was crying from Hazza's stupid ass. If I could kick his ass, I would.

"You two belong together." She stood in front of me, folding her arms, and I raised an eye brow.

"You trust me, right?" I did have feelings for Perrie but I will always love Ally more. Her an Danny.

"I trust you." She kept wiping the tears off her cheeks and sniffling.

"Everything is going to work out." I hugged her and I didn't want to let her go. I knew that I had to do things right before I lose her to Harry. I couldn't mess up this time. I just love these meaningful talks!