He's my son (One Direction)

Time For Hellos and Goodbyes

The next morning I woke up to an empty pillow where Harry should be. He left a note that said "Picking up Danny, will be back later. Love u lots harry(:"

Alrighty then. I got up and took a shower. Rinsing away all the bad thoughts that clouded my head last night. I got out and put my hair up and make up on. I slid on one of Harry's sweaters and some nylons. I headed off to the kitchen to make some breakfast, then I heard a knock on the door.

"Coming!"

I yelled putting my bowl down. I ran to the door and opened it to find a sad Zayn. Does he have to keep popped up in my life? Am I cursed or something?

"What are you doing here?"

"Can we talk?"

"Can we not?"

"So Haz is out?"

"He's getting someone.."

"Nathaniel?"

"Why are you here?"

"To talk."

"About?"

"Stuff.."

"Like?"

"Can I come in?"

Forgive me for I have sinned. I opened the the door and he walked in with his hands in his pockets. He looked around a bit while I shut the door. He found his way to the couch and sat down.

"I want to see him.."

Why else would he be here? I know he wants to see him and he probably want to shove it in Harry's face as well. I know Zayn means well but what does he know about being a father? Sure, I could give him a chance, but baby steps.

"Zayn you know what I feel about that."

"I know, but listen I swear I won't do anything wrong around him. Just let me see him, just once."

He had said that before when we had sex years ago. Once turned into a couple times and I knew if I'd let him see Nathaniel, he'd want to see him more and more.

"I think you should go..."

I didn't know what else to say. I was telling a father that he couldn't see his son. Could I get any shittier? Probably not. Let the townsfolk burn me, I really could use a day off. Not in a club, but baking cookies or something realxing.

"Please Ally, I need to see him."

Alright alright, I'll give him a shot. He'll be in my supervision, and let's see how he does.

"Don't make me regret this. Come back at 6. Harry will be out with Louis and you'll have two hours with Danny."

"Okay, thank you."

He got up and gave me a hug and left. Harry came home sooner than I thought and Nathaniel ran through the front door. I was watching tv in the living room, trying to visualize Zayn seeing Nathaniel for the first time. Nathaniel looked exactly like Zayn only Nathaniel had my nose. Other than that all Zayn.

It was 5:45. I don't know why I was so nervous. I got Nathaniel up from his up and changed his diaper. I put him down in the living room with spongebob on, waiting for Zayn.

"Mommy I, I wan into the chair an hit my aum."

Nathaniel talked very well for a two year old. He's turning three in two months. He's getting so big and doing things on his own. Damn I'm one of those 'They grow up so fast'. The door bell rang, I knew it was Zayn. I went to the door and slowly opened it. Nathaniel was holding onto my leg standing behind me. Zayn came and looked directly at Nathaniel.