Decisions

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Sorry the last chapter was short but I promise to make this one interesting!!!

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"Do you want to try again?" Harry asked and grabbed my hands into his. His leg was juddering making it obvious that he was nervous.

"Ally?" He asked again. I had to answer him, but should I tell him now. I don't know what to do. My heart and my head are saying two different things.

"Please love, tell me.." He lifted his hand up to cup my face and stroke my cheek with his thumb. I jumped at his touch which made me come out of my day dream.

"I-I..."

CUZ YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN LOCKED OUT OF HEAVEN

My phone rang and I almost had a heart attack. I smiled awkwardly at Harry as I took my phone out of my pocket.

"Hello?" My voice sounded shaky and my hands were a little wiggly.

"Hello gorgeous, I just wanted to let you know that Daniel and I are staying the night here at Disney Land. Is that alright with you?" Zayn said and I heard a noise in the back round which probably was Nathaniel.

"Umm, yeah that's fine but make sure he's in bed before 8."

"Okay well I'll text you. I umm, good luck with Hazza." My eyes widened as he said that. Harry shot me a look but I ignored it, considering after Zayn hung up, Harry wanted to hear my decision.

"Goodbye Zayn." I said with a smile. I hung up and instantly Harry'a hang touch my back. I looked over to him and took a deep breath.

"Harry, I'm sorry but.." He shifted his position of the couch and took his hand off my back. I could already tell he was upset.

"Already mad and I didn't even finish." I chuckled but I knew I shouldn't have because it only made Harry even more confused.

"You don't have to, I already know what your going to say." He stared away from my gaze.

"Yes Harry..." His head snapped in my direction and his dimples showed as he smiled.

"W-what? Ahh, you just wanted to get me all worked up. Didn't you?" He moved closer to me and pulled me into a hug. My head rested on his chest and his cologne filled my lungs. The scent of strawberries calmed my nervousness.

"Have you already told him sweet heart?" Harry asked and ran his fingers through my hair. His heart was beating so fast but it was also steady.

"No, but I know he's going to be upset. You know how he gets." I moved closer into him. I felt close to him but I wanted to be closer. Nothing else made me feel better than being held by Harry.

"Yeah when he's mad he gets a bit out of control, but he'll be fine Ally. He was without you, but that was before he knew about Danny." Harry said, and I could tell he was still mad that I had told Zayn about him.

"Harry, why do you love me?" He stopped twirling his finger in my hair and I looked up to see him scrunch his eye brows at my question.

"Huh?" His face looked confused and I understand why, the question came out from no where.

"Why do you love me?" I looked at him waiting for an answer but nothing came out of his mouth. Oh no, does he even love me? Probably not, why would be. I'm one big huge mess.

"Why do you ask?" Harry seemed to be jumping around the question, not wanting to answer. I turned away from him and stared at the floor trying to figure out why he wasn't answering the question.

"Forget it." The coldness showed in my tone of voice. I wasn't mad, upset, or hurt. I had second guesses and those are never good.

"You think I don't love you?" Harry put his hand on my shoulder but the second he did I shrugged it off, showing my irritation. He came closer to me and slightly gripped my chin to turn it. Our eyes met and his green eyes sparkled from the bright lighting that was present in the room.

"I love you, a lot more than you'll ever know." His words danced in my mind. Was he just trying to mislead me?

"But why?!" I stood up and threw my hands in the air. Harry put his hands over his face and I knew he was annoyed. My phone beeped and it was Belle.

From: Bellzah(:

Wanna have a sleepover? I have all two seasons of Pretty Little Liars :)

To: Bellzah(:

Ya b there in a min!!! XD

I looked back at Harry and he was staring at me like I had just smacked him in the face or something.

"I have to go...."

I shot him slight fake smile thinking he'd just let this go like he usually does, Zayn never does that. He never let's something go, he drags it on and sometimes I liked that. I grabbed my purse and jacket while putting on my shoes. I went over to Harry and gave him a one arm hug. I leaned up away from him and turned away but he had grabbed my arm. I turned around and he stood up as his hands went to my hips, gripping them to make sure I didn't walk away.

"One, because you have the most amazing smile I've ever seen. Two, because you think I'm perfect. Three, because you always say the right things. Four, because you can't stay mad at me. Five, because you think I could never do anything wrong. Six, because you make me feel so safe in your arms. Seven, because you make my heart leap when I see you. Eight, because you are the most honest person I know. Nine, because you and I can talk about anything, last but not least, because you make me feel whole."

A smile plastered on my face and Harry leaned in to kiss me. My hands had made their way to his soft curls. Our lips haven't made contact since that day in the car. It was like fireworks were going on around us. I pulled away and realized I had to go over to Belle's.

"I have to go Harry. I'll call you later okay?" My eyes were still closed and I felt Harry breath on my neck. He planted kisses all on my neck and I put my hands of his chest and pushed him away gently.

"I really have to go." I chuckled and he pouted his lips.

"Please don't. We've been apart for too long, don't run off now. Not after you teased me." He grinned at me and I knew what was on his mind.

"You dirty boy. I'll see you later." I kissed him once more and he let go of my hips. He kissed my fat belly and spoke to it.

"Hi sweetheart. Daddy can't wait to hold you. Only two more months love.'" He put a hand on my belly and she started to kick a bit. He smiled as he too felt the kick. He rose up and pulled me into a hug.

"Text me okay?" He said and gave me a kiss.

"I love you Harry." With that I left and went on my marry way to Belle's. hopefully she'd approve of my choice because I know Zayn won't be happy I'm already back with him.

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