He's my son (One Direction)

I didn't mean to say it

It's been a month and Zayn has been seeing Nathaniel as much as he can. Today was the day, I'm telling Harry that Zayn has been seeing Nathaniel, no more secrets.

**Flashback to earlier today**

"I don't think you should, but if that's what you want to do." Annabel said. We were at her two bedroom nice and clean apartment.

"I don't WANT to but I HAVE to." I really didn't want to tell him, I knew he'd go mad.

"Worse case scenario he breaks up with you, beats the living shit out of Zayn, or beats the shit out of you." She laughed at the last part. We always say worse case scenario stuff, best friend things.

"Thanks Bell, that makes me feel so much more confident." I couldn't help but laugh.

My phone buzzed, meaning I had a text. I picked my white iPhone 5 out of my pocket.

From: Babe <3

I'll be home soon, then we can talk k. Love u!

"Text from your lover?" Bella winked at me.

"If you mean Harry, then yes." I rolled my eyes and put my phone on the coffee table.

"So about that night I went to Zayn's.."

"You had sex?"

"What, no."

"No? Come on honey, I know the game" She was right, no one knew the game better than her. She was the one playing them with guys.

"I almost slept with him. I need to clear the air with Harry."

"I wouldn't, unless you really want him to dump you." She got out her phone. I knew who she was texting by the smile plastered on her face.

"What's Niall doing?"

"How am I suppose to know?" She said with all seriousness.

"How don't you know, you talk to him constantly."

"You talk to Harry constantly!"

"Do not."

"Do too."

"He hasn't even texted me for the past two hours!"

She widened her eyes and tilted her head a bit. I checked the time and realized I had to go and break the news to him.

"Looks like I've got a day to ruin, text me?"

"Tell me how the funeral goes." She said as I got up from the couch.

I grabbed me keys and jacket, gave her a hug, then went on home to watch the past unwind.

I got home and waited for Harry. Nathaniel was spending the day with him. I went to the kitchen to make some food and opened the fridge to find some fish and French fries. Fish and chips sound yummy. Haven't had any in a while.

I just got done eating and put my plate in the fridge when Harry opened the front door. I turned around and saw Danny wasn't with him.

"Where's Nathaniel?" I asked him as he took his shoes and jacket off.

"With Liam and Danielle. They asked if he could hang with them for a little. You don't mind do you?"

"No, um I kind I have to tell you something." My voice lowered with every word. I must chose my words carefully, Harry has a short fuse, lets try not to set it on fire.

He walked into the kitchen and leaned his hip on the counter, giving me his full attention.

"Okay, what's up?"

"I um, kindoftoldNathanielZaynwashisdadandZaynvisitshimalot." I said swiftly, hoping he didn't understand me .

"Come again love?"

"I kind of told Nathaniel, Zayn was his dad and Zayn visits him a lot.."

He remained quiet, seconds went by, and he said nothing. His fingers tapped on the counter and he took a calming breath.

"I'm sorry."

"You're sorry, why in the world would you do that? I can't believe you went behind my back and did that. You were up my bum about Taylor when you and him were 'having fun' with our son!"

"He's his son too.."

"I knew this would happen. I told you to stay away from him but do you listen!" He put his hand on his face and closed his eyes.

"Harry, we aren't getting together. He just wanted to see Daniel." I said while I walked toward him. I took his hand off his face and held it. He pulled away, like my touch had burned him.

"That's not why I'm mad. I didn't want him to know. I wish so badly that Nathaniel was mine, but he isn't. You know that bugs me. Now Zayn is going to take him away from me. I won't be dad anymore, I'll be Harry. Just Harry." He sat down on the island and put his elbows on his thigh with his hands over his face. He was crying, I had made him cry.

"We could always have a baby together. I don't have a problem with that. Nathaniel is still yours. He's just Zayn's too. Do you want to try for one?" It was worth a try. I hoped he would say later in time.

"Would you do want to?" Clearly meaning he wanted to.

"If that's what would make you happy then yes." He smiled and took my hand. We went into the bedroom to I fell asleep in his arms