"You're funny Zayn." I picked up the drinks and he got the bag of food. I closed my door and locked the car.
"I'm serious Ally. Haven't you ever thought about us getting back together? Because I have." We walked into the hospital through the automatic opening doors and cold air slapped me in the face.
"It's been three years Zayn. I mean your Nathaniel's father and I was in love with you, or thought I was in love with you. Lately I've been learning so much about life and it's a lot to take in. We had something, a long time ago, and it's time to let the past be the past." I pushed the up button for the elevator and waited for it to open.
"I'm just putting this out in the open, If I broke up with Perrie, would you break up with Harry?" The elevator opened. I was regretting letting him go with me as we entered the elevator. I pushed the 3 button because Nathaniel was on the third floor.
"Can we talk about something else."
"I want to talk about this. At the top of your head yes or no." Without hesitation I shot an answer back.
"I love you, Zayn. I'm just not in love with you. Please let that sink in."
"I--I guess I." DING the elevator doors opened and Harry was standing right in front of us. I smiled and went to walk right into his arms. Thank god he was there, I was about to die of exhaustion from Zayn's stupid conversation.
"Harry!" I leaped out of the elevator and hugged him. His arms wrapped around me and rubbed small circles on my back.
"Can we talk for a minute love?" His eyes were staring with utter joy. Although his eyes were slightly puffy and faint purple color marked under his eyes. I knew he was tired because I was too.
"Umm sure." I looked back at Zayn and widened my eyes signaling him that I was confused. He shook his head and went to take the food into the room.
He jogged more than walked to the room. He was hurrying there to come back and make sure nothing bad happened. Harry took my hands into his and sat me down on a chair. He sat on a chair next to mine. I turned side ways and tried not to look directly at him. He took a deep breath and looked up at me. I knew this routine. I knew what he was going to say, I've been bumped plenty of times in my life.
"I think we need to, um take a break." I took my hands out of his and turned forward on my chair. I wanted to scream. Why would we need to take a break? Our relationship is kickass! I felt like I was frozen. All that has happened today and now this! Everything just keeps burning down.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and it felt like a thirty pound weight. I don't want to take a break. I want him to hold me, tell me everything is going to be okay, freaking sing a Bruno Mars song to me. Harry always knew how to make me smile when I needed it the most.
"I'm sorry, we just need time apart to figure some stuff out. You understand, don't you?" I put my right hand over his hand that was resting on my left shoulder and slid it off.
I tried not to look at him because that's how cracks began. You look at the person you love and see sadness. It cracks your body in three different places. . I got up and walked away to Nathaniel's room. I heard Harry say something from behind me, but he was tuned out. I knew he was following me and it only made me walk faster. I opened the door and saw Nathaniel was sleeping and Zayn had just finished eating. I tear slid down my cheek, somehow I knew he knew. The door opened and I went over to Zayn. He stood up and hugged me, letting me seek solace in his arms. I dug my face into his chest to keep me from looking at Harry. I knew if I looked at him that would be it. I'd just lose all self control and break down. All I could do is think, I wanted to scream every bad word I knew at him, but not in front of Nathaniel.
"I'm sorry Ally." Harry said, I didn't know if he was crying too or not. His voice was cracking so I suppose he was crying. I tightened my arms around Zayn. I had to get out of this room.
I let go of Zayn and grabbed my purse that was on the chair. I put it over my shoulder and bolted out of the room. I just ran and didn't stop. I got to the elevator and pushed down. I saw Harry running after me. He ran towards the elevator but just before he could get in it, the elevator doors closed. That was a close one. I breathed in and out trying to not lose my cool. I kept saying to myself to wait to cry until I was in my car. I reached my car and unlocked it. I sat down in my seat and just started crying. The tears were falling uncontrollably. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so emotional, maybe it was the pregnancy hormones. I started my car and just drove in no particular direction. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and dialed Annabel's number.
"Hey, Bellz are you busy? I could really use you right now.." My nose was runny and my vision was starting to blur from the tears.
"No I'm not busy, you okay? Come over and we can talk about it okay?"
"I'm on my way."
"Text me when you're here and I'll buzz you in."
"K, bye." I hung up and noticed my phone was buzzing like crazy.
I had at least 10 texts from Harry. I turned on Annabel's street and my phone started ringing. I looked At the caller I.D and of course it was Harry. I contemplating on whether I should answer or not. What if Nathaniel wasn't doing well or something went wrong with the surgery? Me being stupid, I answered.
"Yes, Harry?" I tried not to sound too nasally, I didn't want him to know I'd been crying so much.
"Where on Earth did you go? Can we talk? I shouldn't have told you at the hospital it wasn't the place to tell you and I'm sorry. Please come home and talk to me." He sniffled. Well I wasn't the only one crying then. I couldn't talk to him, not now. I need time to clear my head, we do need time apart. He wasn't who I thought he was, I should have learned that from the first time.
"I need someone time, okay?" Harry said something but I hung up. I'm feeling things ten times harder nowadays. When did I get so weak?
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FanfictionI'm Ally, that girl Zayn got pregnant at 16. Yup that's me! We dated for two years until I found out he cheated on me. He cheated on me, got me pregnant, and we broke up. I gave birth to Nathaniel 9 months later and I do not want Zayn to know about...