whatever it takes

Chapter 8: Trust

*Song: Take Me To Church by Hozier also Yellow by Coldplay*

t/w: smut

When I woke up I found myself still naked tangled between the sheets with Kylo. I looked over at his sleeping form. A light smile ghosted across my face while I stared at the Greek god that lay next to me. 

He was asleep on his stomach and his face was turned towards me. His hair was spread out across the pillows and his breath kept blowing on a single piece slightly moving it across his forehead. 

Looking at him, I knew at that moment I was completely and utterly in love with Kylo. I was always the one to be guarded. I mean, hell, with Steve I loved him but this was different. I was in love with the mighty Kylo Ren but there was no way I could say anything. I know him and if I say anything he will freak out and this will all be over. He thinks he is incapable of giving and receiving love so call me selfish but I wanted time with him so the secret of my love will always stay with me. 

I started tracing shapes across his toned back while he slowly was pulled out of his deep slumber. His eyes fluttered open and a smile spread across his face. I felt like I could die right there. His smile was so beautiful that I was going to make it my life's mission to make him smile every day. His smile was one that you would go to war for just to see even for a second. 

His arm came across my body pulling me closer to him so I was now nestled into his side. My head lay on his chest. His heartbeat made a rhythm that mine started to follow. 

"So, princess what do you want to do today? I never planed any training for a specific time so we can really do whatever before or after it."

I turned my head up so I was now looking up at him. My smile widened and Kylo noticed.

"What's making you smile so much?" He said while nudging me. 

"It's just you keep calling me princess why?"

"Well I mean isn't your dad like the leader of an empire. By your description, he runs Stark Industries, an extremely large business basically an empire."

"Technically Pepper runs it but she is my mom so I guess." 

"I also call you princess because being with me technically makes you one."

I shot up out of the hold and stared at him in disbelief. I hadn't even realized the part about us being something in Kylo's eyes, all I could think was he just admitted he was royalty. 

"Y-yo-your royalty?"

He started chuckling at my stuttering, clearly enjoying my tongue-tied response. 

"Did she ever tell you anything about my family lineage?"

"Who?" I asked with pure confusion but then I realized, "Oh wait nevermind, Leia only told me that you come from the Skywalkers bloodline and your grandfather was Anakin who eventually became Darth Vader, sith lord, of the empire but that's it. Why?"

He looked over at me sitting up, and reaching out to put my piece of fallen hair behind my ear. Leaving his hand spread across my face while he continued. 

"Well yes Anakin was a leader but actually so my was grandmother, Padmé Amidala. She was the queen of this planet during the age of the republic."

It clicked that's why he said his name was Ben Amidala. And that is why he got a look from the lady at the front desk. His grandmother was royalty here. 

He continued, "Also Leia was adopted by Senator Bail Organa and she became Princess Leia Organa of Alderaan making me Prince of the destroyed planet."