«𝑺𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆»

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Why did I do it??
Why am I doing this??
Why do I have to do this??
Should I just give up??

Like a tiny piece of wood in the middle of the ocean.
Floating around.
Sometimes it goes under in that stormy wild ocean.
The waves keep crashing at each other like lost souls trying to get free.
Other times it is letting itself drift by the waves.
Wherever they might take it.
Way up on the surface over the deep dark sea.
Shadows are swimming right beneath it and sometimes..
Sometimes it can feel something touching it.
It is right over everything.
And everything is right under it.
Yet it is not alone.
Sometimes some creatures full af emotions come and hold themselves from sinking in the ocean that seems like it's calling.
They hold themselves on that piece of wood.
Sometimes it takes longer
Sometimes shorter
Sometimes they come and go
Sometimes they come back after time.
That piece of wood understood it is its duty to keep them floating whether itself has to sink for this or not.
No other choice it has.
Because it is not its choice.
As he tries to keep these furious and anxious halls of emotions from sinking it get's more and more.
Sometimes some sink.
And that slowly is breaking that piece of wood.
It is its fault.
It let them sink.
Those who are more worth than itself.
It is all its fault.
Why is it always that piece of wood who let's them down??
Why are they sinking because of it??
Why is it its fault??
Why do they have to sink??!
Why is it letting everyone sink?!?
Why can't it yell stop??!
With these questions and the duty to save those dark creatures.
Why is it so selfish??!

It forgot, itself was hollow.

Soon it will break down entirely so its tiny pieces will sink.

Deep

down

the ocean.