No idea why but I feel like shit!!
Every little think fucks the hell out of me and I really feel like either beat myself up or destroy my while room. I didn't post in a time and now here we go with this trash again fanfuckingtastic!!
Honestly since like 2 weeks I think, I don't know I can't really put my finger on it like maybe my depression is getting worse day by day, I mean it does, or am I really developing anger issues I mean like I do have other mental problems than depression but serious anger issues?? I don't know I just hope not, I'm tired it's already hard enough to hide my other mental illnesses but I don't think I could hide anger issues I mean I think it's not that bad but at the same time it is...I don't know how to explain. This is giving me a headache. I mean it's not that bad yet and at the same time it's really bad so if I seriously would develop anger issues it would get even worse and I'm already at the end...I hope you get it, it's really stressing me out!!
I wrote this a few hours ago so I do feel better now but I really am scared!!!
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