Paralyzed by NF
One day when this all is over I'll listen to this song again while looking back. Then I'll proudly say "I made it"
till then I have to fight and wait.I remember trying to push myself up so I won't give up saying I'll make it one day but people told me that day will never come(PS: That hurted like shit and and it still does and it makes sad). I started believing them for years. Now there are Angel's telling me that day will come I just have to wait more, who should I believe?? I don't know. I want to believe the Angel's and I do trust them but I don't trust life nor myself. I want to believe them I really do but I just can't no matter how hard I try.
I can't!
I just have to wait and see what at the end of this hell hole is waiting for me.
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