«𝑺𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆»

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They like my fake smile
The fake happiness
The fake me

Why?

Simple cause they don't care about me being hurt they just want me to do as they wish so they look like perfect Angels, they don't have to deal with me, they don't have to act like they care, they'll enjoy themselves and everyone things they're perfect while I'm..

I already died in the inside

I'm already broken

They aren't perfect

They are monsters

And they made me a monster

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They keep saying "Why are you like this, why can't you be like them? Why can't you smile?"

...but only because they want to be perfect and I'm ruining their happiness, they don't want my real smile,

I wish I could yell at them answering their question but I can't

"Everytime I look at you I wana puke, you make me feel sick, you're ruining our happiness"

That's not even the 5% of what they're telling me, and here they ask me why I'm not smiling

I'm tired of fake smiling

And now my fucking phone is about to die I'm still out with them so I can't charge it FANFUCKINGTASTIK