Why am I here feeling like bawling my eyes out at 2 am instead of sleeping.
Moreover why does that simple sentence that is meant to cheer me up, hurt me.
Did I do the right thing?
Ofcourse not I never do.
But then again there where 2 options both of them wrong.
So what do I do?
Ofcourse the one that is less selfish.
But it still feels wrong.
I would regret choosing something else.
But I'm hurt with the only right option.
What am I saying?
What should I say?
What am I thinking?
What should I think?
What am I supposed to do?
Seriously what?!
It's 2am my brain doesn't work ...actually it never does... scratch that I don't have one.
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«𝑺𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆»
PoetryH̸o̸n̸e̸s̸t̸l̸y̸ I̸ d̸o̸n̸'t̸ e̸v̸e̸n̸ k̸n̸o̸w̸ a̸n̸y̸m̸o̸r̸e̸ m̸a̸n̸ Ranking 《#3 hatemyself》 《#10 lovemyself》 《#11 tired》
