Loving hurts (Discontinued)

Chapter 10

Louis pov

Why did I storm out of there, I should have said something instead of getting angry. All I can think of now is what I've done to Harry, he must hate me. "I'm sorry Louis." Zayn says as he walks in. "You pulled that prank!" I almost shout, Zayn comes around and sits next to me and he gives me a hug and says "What's happening to Harry isn't your fault."

"What's happening to Harry!" I say, "You can't keep secrets. I thought we could trust each other." I start to break down. I feel Zayn's arm around me and I look up at him.

"You don't know?" he asks full of worry.

"Know what! I don't understand."

"What was the last thing you remember?" he says while trying to compose himself.

"Harry was gone and we were trying to find him. Liam found him and then I woke up." I say, almost crying.

"So that's all you remember?"

"Yeah, that's it. Is there any more?' I say trying to figure out if Zayn wasn't telling me the whole truth.

"No. That's it." He says almost convincingly.

"There's something more I know you know it. What is it?" I almost scream annoyed at him. "STOP KEEPING SECRETS." I finally shout.

"I can't tell you." he says "No don't even try to say I can. It's not my place. And Liam would get mad at me. So don't. And if you threaten Niall with food I will not sing for the next concert so don't even try." Zayn says and storms off. What is happening. I start crying. Not wanting anyone to hear. Especially Harry .

I hear footsteps outside my door. They pause for a millisecond before continuing.  As they pass I finally break. I stuff my head into a pillow and scream. Why are they keeping secrets? Why is everyone worried about Harry. He's fine isn't he? What is going on.

I quickly get changed into some pjs. I'll have a shower in the morning. I climb into bed and see that Harry hasn't posted for a while. I look back and see the last thing he posted. I chuckle at him. He was holding up two bowling balls to his chest. As I go to put my phone down I get a text from Niall.

Irish Princess : hey i get you're mad but I can't say anything so please don't ask me. Ask Liam if you want answers, also we have an interview and a performance tomorrow so please don't be mad for that.

I smile as I finish that. He always manages to make me laugh no one else can do that. Apart from Harry of course.

Hey, I'm not mad at you. I'm just confused I guess. I'm sorry if i came across as mad. Sorry.

I look at my text. Something seems off about it. Ugghhh. I delete it all. Why send something when you know it's not right you know. I give up.

I roll into my blanket making myself a human burrito and turn off my phone. As I start to drift off to sleep I hear a sniffle and a soft sob. Great even now I make Harry cry. Even after an hour. I'm really winning at everything, aren't I. I turn off the light and go to sleep.

•••••••••••••••••••Time Skip••••••••••••••••••

I walk out of my room. I'm not ready for today. I grab some toast. I look in the cupboard and find the nutella. I deserve a little treat right? No . I don't, I made Harry cry. I grab the marmite and spread it on my toast, then go back to my room and get ready for the day even though I have no idea what we are doing.

"What are you doing in my room!" I say half annoyed and half scared.

"Sorry, you were acting weird last night and you didn't say anything to anyone downstairs. Is everything alright?" Zayn says like he knows what's going on in my brain.

I say nothing and nod trying to make sure that I can end this conversation before it starts. He looks at me like he's trying to crack me, but then he leaves and closes the door behind him and then I sigh quietly so no one hears it especially Harry because I know he is in the room next to me.

Someone knocks on the door and I say that I'm not here and then Harry says that he can hear me and he walks in.

"Oh sorry I thought you were someone else." I say quickly fixing my hair so it is not horrible.

"I was just wondering if you know what we are doing and if I could use your hair dryer. Mine is broken." He asked.

"Yeah of course. Um, so last night. I just wanted to say, I'm sorry. I overreacted and I got annoyed with you for no reason. I'm sorry. Forgive me." I say all this and he just stands there looking shocked.

"Why are you saying sorry it was my fault."

"No it wasn't. Normally I would've laughed at it but I didn't and took my anger out on you." I say getting annoyed again. "It wasn't your fault so don't argue with me on this." I finish up leaving a shocked Harry standing in my bathroom.

Needing to get out of the room I walk to the kitchen where Niall is stuffing his face with food "Watdoeehaetoayauaythenewowees?"

I just stared at him in disbelief. I try to raise an eyebrow but fail miserably. "Would you like to say that in english?"

"What do we have for the next few weeks?" I walk out of the room and check the calendar.

"We have two interviews today and an album signing at 3pm!" I shout "Oh and a performance at 5:30 to 8." I quickly check the next four weeks, "Then we can go home or on holiday or whatever for 3 and a half weeks. Woooo." I can't wait to go home. 3 weeks with Lottie, Fizzy, Daisy and Phoebe. It's going to be mayhem.

This chapter is done. Sorry it took so long. I'm going to try to keep writing as much as I can it is an escape for me from some songwriting. Please keep voting and commenting it means a lot.

I love you and never stop remembering that even if it feels like no one does remember I do and so do the boys. We are so grateful for you guys and if anything happens just tell me and I'll try to help if I need to or I'll listen if you want me to.

TPWK