Loving hurts (Discontinued)

Chapter 16

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Louis POV

I wake up with Harry's arms around me. Is it wrong that I like it? I can't think that he's my bandmate and best friend. I really need to find a girlfriend soon. I hope this will pass quickly. I slowly remove his arms from me and get out without making too much noise to wake up Harry, he is like an angel when he is asleep, Stop it, Louis. I walk to the bathroom and close the door, I reach into the cupboard to grab another roll of toilet paper when I notice something shiny so I pick it up. "Why does he have a blade in his room?" I say softly to myself.

I hear Harry getting out of his bed so I put the blade in my pocket, flush the toilet and walk out. "Morning Harry. How did you sleep?" I say acting as normal as ever.

" Good, you?" He says. "Not bad, I'm going downstairs for breakfast. You wanna come?" I say quickly.

" I'll be down soon." He says so I leave and close the door behind me. Walking downstairs I remembered how he woke up in a sweatshirt. Honestly is that man always cold or is it what I hope it's not.

Grabbing my cereal I see Liam already eating toast. Pouring out my coco puffs he looks up finally noticing me. "Morning."

"Morning. How was your holiday?"

"Good. Lottie was annoying as heck but I love her. Also Fizzy seemed a bit weird. But the twins are good and really fun. They have some good friends who are fans but are cool with it. We also caused our mum lots of mayhem. Which was to be expected. How was yours."

"Mine was good. I just had a really chill time. I met up with some friends and did an art course thing for a day. I can show you some of what I made if you want?"

Zayn walks down the stairs followed by Niall and they are both quiet. They look at Liam like they're hiding something from me. "How was your holiday lads?" I say trying to break the tension. Niall, and Zayn both answer with an "it was good" and a sigh. Harry walks in and all eyes turn to him like there was no tomorrow.

"How did you sleep, Harry?" Liam asks in a concerned voice. He nods with a mumble that sounds like he's saying good.

I pull Harry away from the others and outside. "Do you know what's up with the boys? They are acting really weird."

"Yeah. Remember when you woke up and I was home? It was because they had called my mum and she told them that she disowned me. The moment you heard the news you passed out and then you were so happy that they couldn't break the news to you." Harry said quickly but thoroughly. Taking a breath and trying to process what he just said I ask. "Do you want to tell the boys that I know? Do you want me to? I'm fine with it but you might want to tell them, and what if the boys' fi-"

"Louis stop. It's ok. You can tell them. You are the one that figured it out on your own." Harry says, holding my shoulders down. "let's go back and tell them." he says, pushing me forward slowly. Nodding my head I walk back in and just say it.

"I know that Harry's parents disowned him." All movement in the room stopped and Liam pipes up.

"How did you find out? Did Harry tell you?"

"Harry did not tell me. I went and found out on my own when you guys wanted me to text him when that stuff was trending. Also, we won't say anything bad about Gemma. She is still on our side but Anne is not letting her leave. Anne is the one that I really dislike at the moment and if Harry's ok with it we can get her to come clean. Harry?" I look around and he is almost on the verge of running away. Calmly I step closer to him and he retreated. "Harry? Are you ok?" ignoring my question he turned and ran away not caring where he was going.

With my eyes widened I run towards him. Come on, legs move. I catch up with him and I grab his arm and bring him in for a hug. " what's this in your pocket Lou?" he asks as I remember that I still have the blade. " Nothing."I say but he grabs the blade out of my pocket just as the others reach us and hides it behind his back. " Sorry lads just needed some fresh air," he says and walks but to the house.

We all follow him, but when we get inside I give Harry the look of 'follow me ever so subtly' I walk up the stairs about 30 seconds after Harry and head into his room and close the door behind me. I don't know why I always have a little panic before I enter Harry's room, it is no different to mine except it has a bathroom in it. "Harry, why did you have a blade in your bathroom cupboard?" I say

" It's none of your business, Lou." He says harshly like I shouldn't care what he does. But I do care, I care a lot about Harry and I don't know what I would do without him.

"Harry, what's up? You've been acting different lately. What's wrong.'' Harry doesn't answer me. "Harry, show me your wrists," I say softly, scared of what I'll find.

"No.'' I knew it. If he didn't have anything to hide then he would have no problem showing me his wrists. "Harry. Please."

"I said NO! If you can't respect my decision then why am I even here," he says stalking out. FUCK.

Hi I'm sorry 

I have a friend that had just recently come out of the hospital because of suicide attempts so my life has been pretty hectic. I also am just in a slump but yeah.

I'm sorry I have no uploading schedule but what's life without a little drama. Always gotta keep things spicy.