Loving hurts (Discontinued)

Chapter 20

Louis' POV

I look when I hear the door open and see a very worried Niall, Liam and Zayn.

" We found you, lads!" Niall says as he looks at Harry and me with a small smile on his face.

" Harry, Harry, Harry!!" I hear Liam say and watch him look at me and then quickly turn to face the lads.

" I'm sorry for running off, I just had a lot of emotions and thoughts running through my head and my first instinct was to leave," Harry says in a whisper-ish voice, glancing at the lads but diverts his eyes to the ground.

" Did we interrupt something?" Liam says nudging Zayn as all three of them take notice of Harry and I's blushed cheeks.

" Em, yeah," I say looking at Harry as the other lads snicker and grin at the comment.

"We are going to go now, come find us when the two of you are done. Ok." Zayn says with a wink and practically drags Liam and Niall out of the room where Harry and I were standing.

"Harry?" Is all I manage to say in almost a whisper.

"Lou, the reason I didn't say anything about my cutting was because I -" I couldn't stop myself from cutting Harry off when I notice the blood dripping from his wrist.

" Harry, your wrist is bleeding!" I shout as I run to get the box of tissues.

"Thanks, Lou." Is all he says grabbing some tissues and then applying pressure to his wrist.

"Sorry, I interrupted you," I say looking sheepish. He just smiles and looks down remembering what he was about to say he looks up sad and seems to just try to spew the words out "the reason I didn't say anything was that I couldn't deal with anyone pitying me or making me do things and I was scared that the moment that one thing came out everything would come out. Which funnily enough happened but you know what can you do?" he says trying not to cry and using bad humour.

"Hey haz look at me haz. Just so you know that we all care for you so much and if you don't want pity then you won't get it. Everything is up to you. If you feel uncomfortable then all you need to do is say it and we can change it to the best of our abilities. Also Hazza I was just wondering if you like me and I like you and well we kissed, What does that make us?" I don't want to make eye contact with Harry so I look to the ground and start picking my nails.

"Lou." He says to me, grabbing my hands.

"I want us to be what you want us to be and if that's a couple then I'm all for it because I really, really like you, but I don't want you to do something you aren't comfortable with." Harry says, staring down at me with a half-smile half 'say something because I'm really nervous' look on his face.

"Haz," I say grabbing Harry's hands. We look at each other and I go on my tippy toes and give him another kiss.

"It makes me your boyfriend," I say with a smile. Harry grabs me and I wrap my legs around his waist and I snuggle my face into his neck. 

This chapter was a bit shorter but I just wanted to get it out. Love you all. Go stand up and drink water and go to sleep as I'm assuming that it's 3 am as that's when everyone seems to read here.

Also, I'm thinking of writing a peter parker Oneshot book can you say what you think of this?