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Techno and I had been dating for a year now. I'd say that was the best year of my life. Though now, techno's been kinda distant. He hardly talks to me and most of his time is taken up by YouTube. Don't get me wrong though! I love that he is super passionate about what he does. But sometimes, I might want a little bit of attention
While being sucked into my daydream of thoughts, I finally pulled myself out to remember that techno hasn't eaten since the morning and it was currently 4pm. I made my towards the recording room and knocked on the door before opening it
Y/n: hey what do you wanna eat? Techno: y/n! Can't you see I'm on a call right now? Y/n: s-sorry, I just wanted to know what you wanted to eat Techno: I don't care! Just go away
I didn't say anything and closed the recording room door. Great, just fucking great. My own boyfriend hates me. Why didn't you just wait y/n? You're so stupid I swear to god. Techno hates you now and it's all YOUR FAULT.
I took a seat on the couch and started pouring my heart out. I made sure I was quiet because the recording room was right down the hall. I cried for a good ten minutes before calming myself down, wiping off my tears and deciding to go on a walk to clear my head. Should I even bother telling him? No, he wouldn't care.
The walk to god knows where was very peaceful. It was a chilly day out but the breeze running through my hair was therapeutic. It felt super relaxing. For once I wasn't worrying about techno, for once I was caring about myself. When I finally decided it was time to head back, it was already 6pm and it was getting dark out. On the way back, my phone started going crazy with notifications. When I checked them, it was techno.
Why is he calling me now? What does he suddenly care about me? I started to laugh at the thought. When I got back home, there was a worried techno pacing the living room. When he heard the door close, his eyes shot up and he let out a sigh of relief when he saw me
Techno: you scared me half to death y/n! Where were you?! You didn't answer my texts o-or my calls! You could've told me where you were
I just scoffed at him and walked upstairs. Techno went silent for a good minute before I heard him following behind me
Techno: hey! I'm talking to you! Y/n: that's a first Techno: what? Y/n: never mind
I walked into our shared room and started sorting through some random shit
Techno: so you go god knows where without telling me, scare me half to death and when I ask you about it, you just ignore me? Y/n: yeah pretty much Techno: that so mature of you y/n Y/n: okay Techno: just talk to me for gods sake y/n! Y/n: really?! YOURE asking ME to talk to YOU? Unbelievable techno, seriously un-fucking-believable Techno: what? Y/n: maybe YOU should be the one who should try to talk to me or spend some time with me! I'm your girlfriend for God's sake techno! Techno: I'm not following at all Y/n: pathetic. I'll ask you a question technoblade. When was the last time you remember having an ACTUAL conversation with me? Techno: umm like f-four weeks ago? Y/n: exactly! I talk to the fucking neighbour more than I talk to you. Do you know how messed up that sounds? Techno: y/n calm down Y/n: don't tell me to calm down techno. Techno: I-I'm sorry okay? I didn't know that my actions and words hurt you Y/n: whatever
I sat facing away from techno on the bed. I heard him sigh and then his footsteps retreated down the stairs. Fucking great! He doesn't change does he? He's probably going to stream or some shit. I mindlessly scrolled through Instagram and when I didn't get a notification for his stream staring, I was super confused.
Then a tweet of his popped up and it read "Hey nerds, I'm gonna be not streaming or uploading for a bit because of personal reasons. Don't miss me too much" Woah, woah, woah, woah. Hold on a fucking second! When I said I wanted attention I didn't mean to not stream or upload!
I got out of bed and ran to his recording room and saw him talking to who I assumed was Phil, tommy and will. When he saw me, he smiled a little and then said his goodbyes to the three of them
Y/n: what the hell did you do techno? Techno: I'm being a good boyfriend shut up Y/n: I didn't mean for you not to stream or upload! Techno: well deal with it Y/n: I really don't care techno, you can stream and upload all you want dude. Your poor fans techno, I feel guilty now Techno: no don't feel guilty, I did it because I wanted to. Not everything's about you
He playfully rolled his eyes and I scoffed. I turned around and started walking back towards our room before I felt a pair of hands wrap around me from behind. He pulled me closer to him and rested a chin on my shoulder. He kissed my cheek, then my neck and then my shoulder before going back to placing his chin on my shoulder
Techno: I'm sorry, I really am. Can you pleaaaassseee forgive me? Y/n: yeah yeah Techno: thank you Y/n: dang I should get mad at you more often to show wholesome techno more Techno: you're the only person I'd ever show a little emotion for Y/n: oh really? Why's that Techno: because you're the blood goddess....
my blood goddess
𝟏𝟎𝟐𝟕 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬
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