Mixed Feelings (One Direction and SHINee)

Chapter 17 - Determined

(A/N: After a long time not updating, here it is! But it will be a short one. I'm sorry /: Hope you enjoy! Cheers x)

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Chapter 17

Mira's POV

I woke up the next day with swollen eyes. Yes, I have been crying all night. I hugged my boaster, trying hard not to cry. I could feel the emotions coming out and I just couldn't stand it. I silently cried. I got up and showered, brush my teeth, shampooed my hair and yeah.. As soon as I got out of the showers, Jonghyun oppa, Key oppa, Onew oppa, Minho oppa and Taemin oppa were outside, waiting for me. "What are you guys doing outside?" I chuckled awkwardly. "Waiting for you, of course!" They shouted at the same time. I nodded awkwardly and went back to the room. I got out of the room and Jonghyun oppa drag me to the couch. "Yah, don't drag her. You can just walked with her," Key said, irritated. I just giggled. "He's acting like a grandfather," Jonghyun complained. Soon, the rest were surrounding me and giving me stares. "What happen last night?" Onew asked, concerned. "Nothing," I faked a smile. "We all know that's a lie. You can't lie to us. We've known you for years, maybe MinHo knew you longer, but when we were trainees, you gladly took us in and you even became our adviser. You helped us in a lot of things, now let us. Please," Jonghyun pleaded. MinHo was burying his face in his arms while the rest looked at me in desperation. "Thank you for caring for me. I know that you guys are willing to help but I feel it's something I should do on my own. You all trust me right?" I said with the puppy eyes. "Oh, not the puppy eyes.." "No one can resist the eyes.." "She's back." Everyone cheered. They were so worried about me. I just feel it should just be me, handling my own situations. "Hey, if I need help, you guys will be there right?" I asked. They nodded, smiling brightly. "One more bad news," I pouted. They were shocked and came closer to me. I hesitated for a moment. "I.. I am hungry," I chuckled. They heaved a sigh of relief and started laughing. "Wow, you are really good at acting. That really scared us!" Taemin said. "Let's go outside to eat! Whoever is the last one, treat us!" Jonghyun shouted. We all ran with all our might. *pant* *pant* "Wow, Jonghyun.. You suggested and you lost," We all laughed. "I just lost my pride," Jonghyun being dramatic.

Liam's POV

Zayn is worser than I thought. We have to cheer him up.. Somehow..

Niall's POV

"Hey guys, let's eat. C'mon and get your butts up cause we are going to eat outside! You guys would not want to see me sad right?" I fake my sadness. Zayn lazily get up and walked slowly. "You guys coming or what?" He said.

Louis' POV

Finally, he is getting up. We've been getting tweets saying, 'What happen to Zira?!' Bla bla bla stuffs like that. We have this 'Haylor' thing. It was irritating us. ALOT. He ditch us for her. Wow. Amazing.

Zayn's POV

We were going to eat, and I wasn't really up for it. I was just going with the flow. I have been depressed. I finally knew my feelings for Mira. Maybe, she's just a rebound. I was overprotective like a brother. Maybe, I love her like a sister. There's no spark. I was depressed as I hurt her. I never wanted to. I was confused with my feelings. As we arrived at the place, I heard a familiar voice. The voice was laughing, talking like she wasn't hurt. It was Mira I saw. I decided to be honest with her. I walked over to their place. They mumbled but I didn't care. Her smile had fade away but I ignored it. "Can we talk?" I asked. She was silent.

Jonghyun's POV

The guy, Zayn I think, is walking over. I didn't like the feeling of the surrounding here. It's just so stuffed. I unbuttoned one of my too button, revealing a bit of my chest. I saw Mira rolled her eyes at me and suddenly, her smile fade away. "Can we talk?" Zayn asked. Mira was silent. "Ye-Yea, sure," She hesitated. She got up and went with him. "I have a bad feeling about this," I break off the silence. "Follow her then," Key said. "I will go," MinHo volunteered. We all nodded and he went.

MinHo's POV

I didn't know what he was gonna talk about, but I hope it's not taking her back. He hurt her, and I can't bear to see her hurt again. "Mira, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I know I was stupid, I overreacted, I was overprotective of you. I feel that I need you to be safe, and I love you. I really do but it's no more than a sibling love. I treat you as a sister. I was just-," Zayn was cut off. "So, I was your rebound? You were playing with my feelings, is that it? This is just crap. First you tell me you love me, and now this. If you're unsure, why did you do this? Why with me? I had enough of your games. Don't bother talking to me ever," Mira's voice was getting more shaky. She went out and saw me. "You heard all of it huh?" She cried. I nodded. We hugged. Even at that moment, I loved her. I loved her when she was at her worse. I was happy when she's happy. That's all. Her happiness is important, but I hope she knows how I feel and return her feelings. She had stolen my heart and she didn't give it back. And, I was determined to steal hers.

Mira's POV

I went out and MinHo was there. "You heard all of it huh?" I cried. I was so stupid. Why am I so stupid to fall for this popstar? He is just not that into me. I was glad MinHo was here. He hugged and comfort me. I wish, MinHo could be the one with me. I just wished he was the one for me. He stoled something very important to me and that was my heart. I'm determined to steal his too.

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