(⚠️WARNING MENTION OF SELF HARM⚠️ I just wanted to apologize for not posting a chapter recently, writers block and my personal life has been getting in the way)
I peer into my full body mirror with more sorrow then I'd like, the scars that liter the entire right side of my body brings back all the memories I wish I didn't have. Let's just say depression and self hatred didn't mix well.
My shorts and tank top are pieces of clothing I tend to wear when my boyfriend isn't here because god forbid he finds out I used to self harm. I can only Imagine the way his face would contort in disgust at seeing the brutal way i mutilated myself. We've been dating for 6 months now and haven't had sex, I can tell it's bothering him that the only thing I've been able to give him is head and I refuse to let him do anything to me.
"Kitten?" I hear a deep voice speak from behind me,
I turn my head to see Shota staring at the exact scars I was just seconds ago, the look of disgust I was expecting wasn't there just pity I haven't seen from anyone sense I went to therapy years ago.
In an attempt to cover up my secret I grab the long sleeve shirt that was lying on my bed and hold it close to my body, like it would keep the conversation I know we're gonna have away.
"H-hey Tom cat, you're here early."
His expression doesn't change except he meets my panic filled eyes with a sheet of tears coating his, "Is this why..." he asks,
I sigh, "yes...."
He walks closer to me, reaching his hands out to move my arms from my chest and to let go of the shirt I used as a shield. The shirt drops to the floor before I see Shota raising his sleeves, the same kind of scars I have remain prominent on his skin after who knows how long.
"You're not alone kitten, but I am sorry that we have to be together in this pain." He sighs and looks at me with so much love it's almost scary,
I smile as I croak slightly when I try to speak, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner I just-"
He cuts me off by pulling me against his chest and firmly planting his lips on mine, on instinct I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer. I whine into his mouth as our tongues meet, his hands roaming my waist slowly. I loved the way he kissed me, like he only wanted my lips. But breathing is an important need so we part, our heaving breath in sync with each other.
Our eyes meet and the tension in the room thickens ten fold, "kitty I won't do anything that you don't want but...I want to show you how much I love you despite your scars."
I slowly smile in surprise, Shota is an emotionally reserved person so him being this open was startling to say the least.
I nod my head and go back to caressing his lips with mine, his hands firmly squeezing my hips like he's trying to control himself. I run my hands up into his hair and grip his black locks softly, a grunt escaping his throat before we fall back against the bed.
Our lips part only for Shota to sit up and take off his shirt before sliding off mine slowly, his eyes light up when he sees the body I've been hiding. Lust clouding his eyes before he leans down and kiss my chest while reaching his hands behind me to un-clip my bra, he throws my bra across the room more aggressively then expected before kissing down my stomach.
He grabs the hem of my shorts and pulls them down my legs along with my panties, he doesn't hesitate to start kissing every scar on my thighs that he can see.
Tears swell up in my eyes, a small choked sob I tried to hide grabs Shota's attention. He looks up and smiles at me sweetly before reaching up and wiping my tears, I smile back at him before pulling him down by his neck to kiss him with all the passion I can muster.
He grinds his clothed pelvis against me like an animal in heat before his impatience gets the better of him and he throws off his pants and boxers faster then I can blink, his hard member being my main focus before I feel his wet tongue licking and flicking at my clit. Drawing a moan out of my throat that I never thought I could make,
"F-fuck Shota!"
I can feel him smirk against my pussy and in retaliation to his smugness I put my hands on his head and ride his face, his hands grip my thighs tighter as he pulls me closer if that's possible.
The tighter I grip his hair the louder he growls against my core, a much need vibration that only furthers my need for release. His tongue makes its way to my throbbing hole, sliding inside of me. My legs spread painfully wide, like I'm inviting him in though I think he already got the message.
He continues to alternate between my clit and core at alarming rates, my lower stomach clenching like it's trying to hold onto the pleasure. My legs quake at the sound of my wet cunt and shota's intimidating growls, my release so close,
"Sh-shota I'm gonna cum, please I can't-" I moan,
"Go on kitty, cum for me." He says before diving his head back between my legs.
It only takes a little more pressure from his tongue on my bundle of nerves for my orgasm to rack my body like I'm getting hit by a freight train, "SHOTA!" I practically scream,
My scream doesn't seem to phase him as he continue to eat me out and lick up all the cum I've released into his mouth. My overstimulated body twitches every time he grazes my clit before he lifts up his head to look at me, "damn kitty, who knew you were hiding this pretty little pussy from me."
I laugh out of breath as he licks his lips in the sexist way possible, a small whine leaves my mouth at the sight. He notices and smirks before his lips are on mine again, his painfully hard shaft grinds against me once again. The pleasure intensified by the previous orgasm, "Shota w-wait I'm so sens- oh shit!"
He pushes his cock into me, lust clouding his actions, "holy- god kitty cat your cunt wraps around me perfectly."
The slight stretch only brought more pleasure when his hips start thrusting into me steadily, his need for my warm walls wrapped around his shaft leaves him weak to the pleasure as he starts ramming into me.
His grunts could barely be heard over my loud moaning as his cock seems to find my g-spot without issue, "please shota right- right there!"
He chuckles and slams his hips into me harder, "right there baby?" He asks smugly,
With the air knocked out of me all I can do is nod and clingy onto him for dear life as he picks me up and pushes me against our bedroom wall.
His fingers dig into my plush thighs while my nails dig into his shoulders trying to stop myself from screaming, the shaft of his cock rubbing perfectly against my wet walls egging me on to release before he does. "You will cum before me, understand?" Shota demands as his thrusts never cease,
I whine and nod but that response doesn't satisfy Shota, "speak when spoken to kitten."
"Y-yes shota!" I whine,
He smirks and praises me, "good kitty."
His praise makes my cunt clench around him like a vice making shota moan, the pleasure becomes almost painful as I get closer to my orgasm. The strength I once had to hold myself up loosens, and all I can do is hold myself up by my arms as shota continues to support my legs.
"Shota I'm gonna c-cum!" I whimper into his ear,
He chuckles at my weak state before he speaks, "then cum for me (Y/N)..."
All it takes is his request to send me over into bliss, "GOD SHOTA!!"
He growls along with my scream as my walls tighten around his cock, milking him for all he's got. Shota releases soon after me, a moan escaping his lips as his load spills into me.
His grip on my thighs loosen and I fall against him, my feet barely holding me up. Our heavy breathing a lovely sound that fills the space before he speaks, "round 2 kitty?"
I laugh, "you want more already?!"
He looks down at me and kisses me with a fire in his chest, "fuck yes and this time..."
He holds my chin up with his pointer finger so that our eyes meet, "your gonna be screaming daddy instead."
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