You're Not The Only One.

Chapter 15

A/N:A short but not too short update for my wonderful readers. I hope you are liking this story as much as I like writing it. Am so grateful to each and every single one of you, here on wattpad and the one on twitter, for the constant support and the feedback Love you all.❤

DISCLAIMER 🔞🔞: THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION AND NOTHING IS REAL.I HAVE IMMENSE RESPECT FOR BOTH HANDE AND KEREM. THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT NOT SUITABLE FOR READERS BELOW 18. READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION.
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(Hande's POV)

"Handeee!"
I had just sat down on set to wait for filming to begin when Gamze called my name and came to sit next to me.

"Hoşgeldin abla! Napiyorsun burda? Have you started giving me surprises too?"

" Allah Allah, only Lover boy can do that" Gamze drawled out, her eyes twinkling with mischief.
A look I was too familiar with.

" Ablaaa!!"
" Ama o kadar romantik olduğunu kabul etmelisiniz (but you must agree that he is so romantic)"
" Biliyorum,o kadar sevgi dolu ki... o kadar hoş ki... ve okadar komik ki. (I know,he is so loving...he is so caring and he is so funny..) ..I am so confused and scared...he does all these wonderful things for me..I am so scared that it's all going to end because this is too good to be true. I don't know if this is just a phase for us or.."
" Yoksa aşık mı oldun ? (Or you have fallen in love?)

Aşk .

I quickly banished the thought from my mind. My heart was too fragile from all the broken promises of the past and failed relationships .From all the future plannings that never came true. From the lies , hurt and loneliness.
People always ended up leaving me anyway.
That's what I had learned over the years. Hell, the man I was supposed to marry cheated on me just few weeks before the big day. But Murat never made me feel the way Kerem did.
He never looked at me the same way, never remembered those small details about me, never made me feel like I was home with him. On the other hand, Kerem never failed to make me feel special, never failed to make me happy yet being with someone was one thing and giving them your heart was another. What if after everything, he decided to leave like everyone else had? What if he decided to choose someone else over me someday ,maybe even Serenay? I wouldn't be able to compete against his first love ,the woman he had decided to build a future with, the one with whom he had dreamt of having his own family? He wasn't someone who would ever cheat on me but if she ever came back would he give her another chance? What if I fell in love and that love wouldn't be enough for him? I had seen it first-hand how quickly people changed, falling in love would mean keeping my heart on the line.

"Ben onunlayken beni mutlu ediyor." (When I am with him, he makes me happy) And that's all I know Gamze.."

" Bence one day you are going to realise...ve bu arada , I've been dying to get an update on what happened after both of you disappeared from your own birthday party? Is he still putting in his best effort for your heart? Or has he given up yet?"

Before I could answer - or slap a hand over Gamze's mouth - Kerem stood in front of us..looking like he'd just heard every word my sister had said.

"Merhabalar Gamze, glad you could drop by," he said to her but his eyes were on me the entire time ,refusing to let me look away.

"Ben de," Gamze said beaming up at my co-star whom she clearly adored.

Nilay came by just then to say hello to Gamze, which left Kerem's focus too much on me for comfort. I tried to shoot him a look that said, I'll explain what Gamze had just said later, tamam? Just don't do or say anything we're going to regret. Please, can we save this for when it's just the two of us?