The Gay Hero That Dissapeared (UA x Depressed Gay Reader)

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⚠️ TW self-harm, depression, blood⚠️
After that, nothing was normal. I saw someone tutting dissapprovingly at me, and I turned to them and gasped. A loud, real, horrified gasp. It was my parents.

"H-HOW?! I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!!!"

Mother smiled, then petted me.

"Well, we just faked it. I'm sorry we caused you so much worry."

I was STEAMING from fury. And Yao-chan stared questioningly at me.

"Y/N-kun? Who are these people?"

"Y-you see them too?! So they're not hallucinations!!"

I ran up to them and bopped them (which is weird slang for punched them) right on the face. Both of them.

"WHAT THE FUCK, WHOEVER YOU ARE?!"

"Wh-what? Honey, what do you mean? We're your parents!"

"OH REALLY?! SO WHY DID YOU APOLOGIZE?!"

I growled.

"MY REAL PARENTS WOULD NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME. THEY'D ABUSE ME AND MAKE ME APOLOGIZE. SO WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!"

"Honey. We're your parents."

They hugged me, and Jirou stared weirdly at me.

"Y/N. Why would anyone fake being your parents? And why are you so sure it's not them?"

I broke down, on my knees and, while crying, let out a blood-curling scream. I took some deep breaths, then got back up and kicked my so called "parents" in a way that they'd fall.

"THEY HAD A FUNERAL, AND I SAW IT!!!! I SAW THE BODIES, I SAW THE BLOOD AND THE FIRE AND THE DEATH!!! I SAW THEM FUCKING DIE!!!!!"

This brought me back to their funeral. It was horrible. I felt like I was 5 again, crying into the void of my pillow, except now, I was older. I was supposed to be mature. So why did I just want to crawl up into someone's arms and cry?

This was the exact same feeling. And this time, I had friends. Everything became a blur. I remember that Todoroki-san shot fire at them. They dodged it and dodged Yao-chan's created swords. Then my fake mom said something, but there were too many thoughts to hear. It was deafening. And the last thing I remember is my fake parents, falling next to me. And then I blacked out.

I woke up a couple of hours later in the bed in recovery girl's office. Jirou, Kami, Todoroki-san and Yao-chan were all there, staring worriedly at me. When I woke up, the voices showed up again.

Your parents just died on you again. Do you know how pathetic that is? You could've had a family again, an actual, biological, loving family that you can live with instead of being alone, and you blew it.

N-no. I-I had UA. I had 1-A. They were like family.

Yao-chan shut my ears again, which made the other thoughts dissapear, and the voice in my head just kinda poofed away. And well......... I was like a little child. I leaned into Yao-chan's soft, welcoming, warm arms, then hugged her and started crying into her chest. I didn't care about what Todoroki would think, being in love with her. I didn't do it in a perverted way. I just needed some warmth. Some comfort. And Yao-chan was my favorite person out of everyone who was there.

"Ssshhhh......... Ssshhhh........ Y/N-kun, just cry it all out. Let it all out, ok? Don't hide anything."

I nodded weakly. Her tone was nice. Soft. Gentle. And wonderful. I cried it all out, and when I was done, I pulled away and wiped away my tears, then sniffled.

"I-i'm sorry........ I-I know I was useless-"

"DON'T SAY THAT!!!"

I was really surprised. I thought for sure Todoroki-san was going to kill me, but instead he screamed at me. Yay.

"You weren't useless, ok? You just didn't want to revisit trauma, and I get that. So please don't think that about yourself."

He smiled at me. His smiles were always kind.

"You are you. Y/N. And I wouldn't give you up for the world."

Well, you and Yaomomo. She's too beautiful.

I started laughing.

"Todoroki-san........ You know I can hear your thoughts, right?"

He blushed.

"Y-yeah....... D-don't tell anyone."

I smiled at him.

"My lips are sealed, Todoroki-san."

Yao-chan sighed.

"Y/N-kun........ You're like my little brother, but....... Please, for the love of god, stop putting yourself in hospitals."

"Sorry, Yao-chan. But I can't promise anything."

She smiled at me, then kissed my cheek.

"C'mon. Let's have a sleepover?"

Jirou smiled, and so did Kami.

"Only if I can play my music!"

"And only if I can SHOCK you guys!"

I facepalmed.

"Dude. Kami. Your puns aren't funny."

"Th-they're not?"

"No."

I smirked.

"They're SHOCKING."

I smiled at him and laughed, and he smiled and laughed back. Yao-chan helped me stand up, then kissed my forehead.

"C'mon little mind-reader. Let's go to my place."

"Ok. Thanks Yao-chan."

At the sleepover, we played truth or dare, and I got to dare two people. Kami for the first time, when I dared him to kiss Jirou, which he did but still didn't confess, and Yao-chan, which I dared to kiss Todoroki-san, which she did, but again, didn't confess. WHY WON'T ANYONE CONFESS?!

Anyways, when it was bedtime, we weren't in lame mattresses or sleeping bags. We were all on Yao-chan's bed, which could probably fit the whole class on it. Except Mineta. He's too ugly and bitchy.

We all fell asleep together on her bed, all snuggled up together. The band of siblings. I felt more attached to them than anyone else, even my dead parents. And that didn't change. I'm still loving them and hanging out with them basically every day.