The Gay Hero That Dissapeared (UA x Depressed Gay Reader)

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⚠️ TW self-harm, depression, attempted suicide⚠️

I got to school late, because of my chat with Mr touya, and for some reason everyone was ok with me being late. They didn't question it. They were just ok with it. At lunch I didn't even bother eating, even though I knew I'd get a mouthful from Yaoyorozu about this. I got to the bathroom and locked the stall door. Everything felt heavy. I felt like I was carrying the sky.

Just let them go, Y/N. Touya-san doesn't really want to battle you. He just wants to kill you. He doesn't like you as you thought. He just spared you because he pitied you. Do you REALLY think all this even matters? When you'll be an adult, do you think this phase, this whole story will even matter?! Of course not!! So why not spare yourself that pain and just die now? After all, you'll die eventually.

I took the razor I hid and rolled my sleeve up. I made some cuts while humming to myself and counting the cuts. Now, dear reader, please don't do this. I know you're depressed and edgy, but PLEASE don't. I know I can't say anything to cheer you up or help you, especially since I'm just a character in a fanfic that some person wrote, but....... Please don't hurt yourself like I do. It is NOT worth it, especially when your loved ones find out, and trust me, they WILL find out. Anyways, back to the fanfic!

When I cut myself enough times, I soaked up the blood (which hurt) dammit writer, shut up (sorry) and patched it up, then unrolled my sleeve. The cuts I made were deeper than before, but I liked that. I got out of the bathroom and sighed. Every day felt the same. I just wanted it to end. EVERYTHING to end. And eventually I struck gold.
I forgot to mention this, because me and the writer were goofing off (yeah, it was fun), but we had moved into the dorms. Not because of villan attacks, but because UA just wanted to. Wow. Good reasoning writer. (Hey! Don't judge! This is my first time, ok?!) Sheesh, sorry. Anyways, I went to my dorm and shut the door, then got on my laptop. I wrote something, then printed it. Finally, my suicide note. It read: "dear UA. I'm sorry. I know you all love me. But I'm afraid that's just not enough. I needed help, and you did all you could. Don't feel bad, you all made my life so much better. Yao-chan........ I'm really sorry. Todoroki, Deku, uraraka, mina, denki, Kiri........ I'm really sorry. I love you all so so much. You're like my family to me. But please don't feel bad. Just think of it like a gift being given to me. The gift of death. Goodbye, everyone. I love you. Except you Mineta."

I smiled tiredly, then printed some more out, since I wanted to give this to everyone I loved. Denki, Kiri, Yao-chan, Mina and Todoroki.
I slid the notes into their dorms, then went to the roof. The air was cold. Perfect weather to jump. I can't lie, I was REALLY excited. Finally, I could just dissapear. I had hoped and prayed for this moment for so long, but it's finally happening. Oh, and writer-kun? Thank you for letting me do this. (Hehe........ You're welcome.)

I took a deep breath. I saw the door to the roof open, but I didn't care. I let out a free, happy laugh, then jumped. I was finally free. I was finally dead.