Within (Eren x reader)

Chapter 4- What's wrong with me?

A tear slowly dripped down my cheek. I could no longer hear anything other than the beating of my heart. My vision darkened. I no longer have any reason to live. I can't continue on without him.

The roof creaked with each step I took towards the edge of the roof. The thought of jumping off slowly crept into my mind but was then swallowed by anger. The titans took Eren from me, just like they did my real parents. 

They deserve to die, IT'S THEIR TURN TO LIVE IN HELL! THEY TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME. THEY TOOK MY CHANCE AT LIVING A NORMAL LIFE WITH GOOD PARENTS, INSTEAD I WAS LEFT WITH BEING TORTURED BY FAKE ONES BECAUSE OF THEM. THEY TOOK THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, THE ONLY PERSON I CONTINUED TO LIVE FOR. BUT NOW HES GONE. AND I HAVE NOTHING, OTHER THAN THIS RAGE BUILT-UP INSIDE ME. BUT BEFORE I DIE I MUST...  I must avenge him.

I felt a sudden wave of heat and adrenaline surround my body, a burning sensation in my palms. I didn't bother to lift my eyes from the ground to see what was causing this pain. My eyes began to ache and twitch. But I continued to ignore it. 

"What... what the hell is wrong with you (y/n)" Connie said with a stutter.

I looked over at him and then began to see everyone staring at me. 

"y-your eyes th-they are glowing..." 

I turned my head to look at my reflection in the window beside the roof we were on. My eyes were glowing a bright neon blue, and my hands. They had sparks of electricity. I ignored it, there was no time for this right now. I need to kill them all.

I looked back at them. "We are all almost out of gas, and we need to get back to the wall. I'll distract and kill all the titans around HQ, you guys go in and fill up." I began to feel the burning in my palms become stronger and stronger as the craving to kill the titans consumed me.

"You can't kill them all" Connie then said. The only one brave enough to speak.

"Yes I can, and I will." I may not be able to take all of them on a normal day but obviously, right now I'm far from normal.

Mikasa then looked at me "I will come t--" I cut her off "I can handle this by myself this time."

I ran off of the roof gliding through the air. My (h/c) hair whipped in the wind getting all tangled. And the smell of the air filled my lungs. I then spotted a titan in the distance. As I was about to grab my blade I had a sudden instinct that I didn't even need my blades to kill this titan. But the electricity flowing through me. My glowing blue eyes met the eyes of the titan. And as I was a few 100 meters away from it, I pointed out my 2 fingers and I pointed them towards the titan. The electricity flowed out striking the titan In the stomach.

To my surprise, the titan instantly began to decompose. I don't need to hit them in the nape? This will be fun. I flipped around carelessly doing all sorts of tricks in the air and killing each titan around HQ, but with each kill, I began to feel more and more drained. After I had killed the last titan around HQ my gas had finally run out and I began to fall. My body hit the top of a roof and I could hear the crack in my left ribs, then I rolled off landing flat on the ground. 

My eyes returned to their normal color and the electricity no longer flowed through my body. I didn't feel any pain. Actually, I didn't feel anything. It felt as if my whole body was numb. I laid there in the middle of the street staring up at the bright blue sky. I admired each cloud trying to figure out which animal resembled each. Eren and I used to do that together.

Then the ground beneath me began to shake. I looked over to see a titan slowly walking towards me. Just kill me already. I can't continue on without him. Just as the hand of the titan reached out to grab me. The titan was pushed, flying through the air hitting a building. I looked over to see an abnormal, just about the sexiest abnormal I've ever seen.

It had so many muscles and brown luscious hair. But those eyes it wore were very familiar. The sexy abnormal then grabbed the head of the other titan then smashed its face into the ground. It then lifted up its foot smashing its nape over and over again. 

What. A titan killing another titan. It cant be.

I looked on the roof to see Mikasa, Armin, and the other scouts watching in amazement. Shock on each of their faces. "that titan has killed over 20 other titans" I heard Armin say. They still hadn't noticed me laying on the ground, otherwise, they probably would have been more concerned.

I was so out of it and blinded by anger I hadn't noticed this titan until now. All of a sudden the titan began to fall from exhaustion hitting the ground hard. A person then emerged from the carcass of the fallen titan. What the. Steam then surrounded them so it was hard to see. But then it began to clear revealing that face I grew to love. No, that can't be him.

I used the last of my strength to run towards him wrapping my arms around his motionless body. It was Eren, and he was still alive. Mikasa then landed beside me, we made eye contact and she began to sob. I gave her a smile and then pulled Eren out of the carcass. Admiring his face that I thought I had lost. I put my ear to his chest and heard his faint heartbeat. I then moved out of the way so Mikasa could see him, she was so excited yet relieved at the same time. As I stared at her sob into Eren's chest my vision began to blur and my head spun. "Mi-mikasa" I said grabbing my head. I tried to get up but my legs collapsed beneath me and it all went black.

 I promise the story will start splitting off in a few chapters and really

start getting interesting! I'm very excited to see the story unravel!

I also try to update at least once a week.