SORRY AGAIN FOR THE LATE UPDATE!!! I can't even make an excuse at this point, lately, I've been feeling very mentally drained, and getting chapter 139 spoilers every time I go on TikTok is not helping!! aha jkjk but seriously though. I watch dub because lets be honest, it's worth the wait for Eren's English voice actor. I've only watched like half of season 4 but I already know how it is going to end and who going to die at this point because of how many spoilers I get. But anywayyyyss I hope you're enjoying the story!!
y/n's perspective:
I woke up to an unsettling feeling in my stomach and my head spinning, last night's dinner threatening to escape my throat.
I unraveled Eren's arms from my waist, leaving his welcoming smell, and ran into the bathroom.
The cold tile pressed hard against my knees as I threw up into the toilet. Uh what is wrong with me, I better check with Hange to see what is going on. It had only been a week since I last saw Hange, where I learned that there might be a chance that with every titan I kill I become stronger.
I walked on my tiptoes exiting Eren's room, which I had now slept in every single night since the expedition. The face of that ugly titan still manages to slip into my dreams, and every now and then the memories of my past. I had mostly forgotten about what happened back then, since I've been with Eren. But recently they have crept back. Just two weeks ago I revealed all my scars to Eren when we uh... did the deal, and now I'm much more comfortable with him. He was unfazed by them at all and told me he loved every part of me including my scars. My stomach began to feel fluttery, but still with a mix of nausea.
I quietly roamed the halls as it was still nighttime. I was trying to be as quiet as I could but obviously not quiet enough.
"oi, what are you doing out of your room at this hour." Levi said sternly
"oh sorry captain, I just felt ill and thought I would meet with hange to check it out."
"I was just heading there, she's the only one I thought would be awake at this hour with all those experiments of hers. Come with me."
"yes sir,"
"Brady you know you don't have to be so formal when your off duty, just call me Levi" he said as his face remained cold.
Together we walked to hange's office and to levi's prediction she was still awake doing experiments.
"oh what brings you here (y/n)? I know Levi comes to visit me to get medicine for his insomnia but this is the first time I've seen you in a few weeks!" Hange said
"Oi, shut it shitty glasses," Levi said with anger in his tone. I could tell he was a little embarrassed from having to get help from hange.
"I've just haven't been feeling so good and maybe you could see what is causing it?" I said
"for sure, Levi just sit down and I'll deal with you later," Hange muttered
"tch," Levi uttered before sitting down on the leather couch beside hange's desk.
"now (y/n) come with me". hange spoke as she grabbed my wrist pulling me towards her 'testing station'
After 30 minutes of poking me with needles, getting samples of things, and waiting, hange had my results. I sat across from Levi fiddling my thumbs as he read a random book from the bookshelf beside the couch. Hange then walked up to us with a smile on her face.
"(y/n) I figured out your problem!" she said followed by silence.
"so.... what's my problem," I said
"Just spit it out shitty glasses," Levi said, now him getting frustrated as he was curious to know what was wrong with me as well.
"Sorry I was building the suspense... but guess what (y/n)" hange says filled with excitement.
"YOUR PREGNANT!!"
"WHAT!!" me and Levi say in unison.
"have you been slumming it with JAEGER!!?" Levi said concerned.
"uhh... I- I" I stammered
"tch, unbelievable," he mumbled.
"I would be excited to become an aunt, but I know being a parent isn't for everyone. So if you want I can give you a drug that will kill the baby" Hange said, her tone lowering.
"I- um" I was still in shock that I was carrying Eren's child.
"no" Levi blurted out. "(y/n) come with me," Levi said grabbing my wrist.
I followed Levi out of Hanges office and underneath the night sky.
"look... you are incredibly irresponsible for becoming pregnant in the first place, but it's too late now. What if your child has the ability to turn into a titan, or has the same powers you have. It would be a disgrace to humanity to throw that potential away. And to try to convince you to keep it... I'll even help with the child if you need it," Levi declared
I stared at him in awe.
"thank's Levi, that means a lot. I've always wanted to have children, I just never expected it to be this soon. But... I don't know if I have what it takes to be a mom, I never had parents to show me what it's like to be a good parent," I said with a tear dripping down my cheek
"to be honest neither did I, I practically raised myself. But I believe that is what makes us a better fit for being parents. So we can give our children the care we never received" even though Levi always had a straight face plastered on. I could see the slightest bit of pain in his eyes.
"I think your right. But promise me one thing... please don't tell Eren, I will tell him in my own time" I said. I am so scared to see how Eren will react. What if he leaves me, no he wouldn't do that. Or what if he wants me to get rid of it. I need time to sort my thoughts.
"fine, but you better tell him before it's too late," Levi said
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Acción*I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM AOT* In an attack on titan alternate reality-- (y/n) Brady is unaware that she is no ordinary scout, from her birth parents she was passed on a power that might be the key to saving humanity. She had faced a...
