I woke up to see my husband beside me who had carried me home last night. His dark brown fluffy hair was all in a mess and covering his sleeping eyes. As I looked at all of his features from his eyebrows that always showed he was angry too his veiny hands, I realized I had never loved someone this much in my life.
I smiled and played with his hair as he slept.
Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my stomach followed by intense cramping. "what the hell" I said under my breath. I got out of bed trying to not disturb eren, he always looked so peaceful in his sleep. I walked towards the bathroom and closed the door behind me. The cramps kept getting worse.
My hands clenched the counter and I splashed cold water on my face. The pain was becoming unbearable. All of a sudden water splashed down between my legs. oh... baby is coming.
I walked out of the bathroom and started grabbing things I would need for me and the baby in the med clinic as quietly as possible, I would get someone to wake up eren later as it probably won't be a while until I have the baby anyway and he needs his rest.
"what are you doing?" eren said raspily as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. He then looked at me to see a wet spot in my pants and me very uncomfortable.
"YOUR WATER BROKE!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!!"
"you looked so peaceful I didn't want to wake you up,"
"YOU'RE IN LABOR I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT SLEEPING, god I swear you are too nice for your own good sometimes, here let me help"
Eren grabbed my things and slowly started walking me down towards the med clinic of the scout regiment. I was so embarrassed as I walked like I was about shit my pants.
We arrived at the clinic and I was shown to a bed with 3 different people, 2 nurses, and a doctor. Eren held my hand as the doctor talked to me and told me what we were doing.
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A few hours later I had to start pushing and I had never experienced such pain in my life. I swear getting shot was 10x easier. I squeezed Erens poor hand so hard I could hear his knuckles crack. "you're doing great (y/n)" eren said reassuringly.
"one final push!" the doctor said.
The cries of the baby girl filled the room. A nurse then cleaned her up wrapped her in a blanket and placed her on my chest. She was gorgeous.
She had the same features as her father with brown hair and bluey green eyes. Eren sat beside me in awe looking at our baby. "she's perfect" he whispered and tears fell from his eyes. "Carla's perfect" I corrected him. He smiled and kissed Carla and me on the cheek.
Eren then took Carla and rocked her back and forth whispering to her as the doctor fixed me up.
After we had gotten all settled the Levi squad flooded into the room desperate to see the baby.
"AHHHHH ITS A MINI Y/N AND EREN" Hange squealed in excitement.
Armin got first dibs on holding the baby and Mikasa wasn't so keen on doing so. Armin just smiled at her and I didn't think I had ever seen him so happy. "what's her name?" he said
"Carla Rivaille Jeager," I said to Armin and looking over to Levi who had tried to look so unbothered but held his mouth open a little. I was one of the few people in this world who knew his real name. I smiled at him.
I learned that Connie was a big baby person as much as he was a goofball "I wish Sasha would be here to see this" he said.
Finally, everyone had held the baby except for Levi. I held her in my arms and smiled at her "come on Carla don't you want to see uncle Levi" I said, handing her over to Levi, who was very hesitant and put his hands out to guard himself/
"no thank you"
"Oh shut up and hold her"
Instantly Carla took a liking to Levi and fell asleep happily in his arms.
"I think Captain Levi killed your child" jean nudged at me. I laughed "no she's just sleeping,--- she must really like you Levi, I could hardly get her to go to sleep,".
Levi looked at her memorized. "she looks a lot like you (y/n)" he said and I swear I could see a slight smile.
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Everyone had head back to their duties and Carla laid asleep in her crib. Eren sat with me on the bed holding me close with my head nudged underneath his chin. All of a sudden I could feel his tears on my head. "what's wrong eren?" I looked up at him.
"All I want to do is grow old with you and die with you but I'm immortal. I'll see Carla die our grandchildren die, I don't think I can live like that"
"at least you will always be able to be there for our family"
"but there will be a point when Carla won't need me anymore"
"a child always will need their parent no matter what, just most peoples parents are not immortal and the children need to learn to get over it. Eren I would do just about anything to spend eternity with you but life didn't choose that path for me."
"I guess so... I love you (y/n) and Carla so very much and the chance to be able to live with you guys longer than most makes me truly happy."
"We just have to make everyday count, who knows when my time will be up,"
"don't say that (y/n)" eren said grabbing my face and looking into my eyes
"I'm just saying things happen Eren. Especially with the world we live in, so lets make each day more special than the next." I put my hand over his.
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Action*I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM AOT* In an attack on titan alternate reality-- (y/n) Brady is unaware that she is no ordinary scout, from her birth parents she was passed on a power that might be the key to saving humanity. She had faced a...
