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the last time felix apologised so profusely was when he ate all of haru's food and boy did she turn hulk on him. however this time, the way he glared at her seemed more apologetic than fearful.
"lix, what are you apologising for?" she asked cautiously, forcefully trying to take her hand back but his hold on her was almost iron like. the boy stayed silent, refusing to respond to her question but his lack of communication was enough of an answer.
"you." her jaw tensed "you're the undercover spy."
the boy let out a nervous laugh "you didn't hit your head during the attack right?"
haru eventually broke free from his grip, inching away from him "you are aren't you." she scoffed in disbelief. "it all makes sense now. you transferred to this school at the same time the criminal organization first appeared during their wine heist."
felix hesitantly bit the inside of his mouth. the pieces slowly fit together.
she continued "you were assigned as a covert agent just to keep an eye on me weren't you?"
"please just don't make this any harder than it needs to be." he begged in a hushed tone.
"oh come on lix i gave you a chance to at least deny it." deep in her heart, she refused to believe it.
"you weren't supposed to find out." haru felt every ass stinking emotion at once, rushing and nitpicking at her deepest fear.
"i'm sorry but you need to give me your necklace." he ordered sternly, holding his palm outwards towards her.
"you've got to be fucking kidding me." she gritted her teeth, "all this time you've been lying our faces and when i find out this is all you say?"
felix reached out to comfort her like he usually did but was instead was brushed off coldly "ru please."
"no! you don't get to call me that, you lied to me!"
"i never lied." he argued.
"i think leaving out the part where you pretend to care about me just to steal my necklace is kinda lying."
he heaved a heavy sigh, trying to hold his composure "it's true i was assigned to you but what you're saying is wrong. i care about you, i care about you stupid amounts more than anyone even though it goes against every protocol rule."
there was an internal fight within the teenage girl. whilst she was stunned into silence by his sudden confession, her gut refused to believe him.
"how do i know you're telling the truth."
"you know i have never hurt you and i never will. you just have to listen to me. i don't want you to get hurt."
"a bit too fucking late for that." she snarled.
felix hung his head at the uncooperative girl. he had to keep trying.
"please ru i know how everything i say seems crazy right now but if i could, i would let everything go to hell if it meant i could stay by your side. just you and me."
there was desperation in his eyes leaving it to be even harder for haru to believe that he had betrayed her.
"i wish i could, i really do so you have to believe me. please give me the necklace."
the girl glanced down at the golden item around her neck and darted upwards to her closest friend. the memories wouldn't stop flowing in. she reminisced all the times they violated seungmin's personal space together, how he would show up at her door with food after a bad day, being there for each other with open arms which all now depleted to whatever this is.
haru gave him a smile slowly reaching out to cradle his hand in hers. the simple touch was usually enough to warm her heart but not when it was torn to this extent. she was going to miss this. "fuck you."
if running away from your problems came to life, it would take form in the image of haru. after cursing out one of her most dearly beloved friend, she shoved him away before taking off in the opposite direction.
it was hard running when her legs felt like giving out, lungs were inhaling particulates and heart felt like it was stabbed a million times with a blunt wooden spork.
unfortunately, felix also had unbelievably fast reflexes so it wasn't long until he was right behind her in pursuit. "you're making this harder ru!"
"title of your sex tape!" she quipped back. just as per usual using humour to cope with her damaging issues.
for a moment, haru believed she was capable of outrunning him until she found herself pinned. the air was almost knocked out of her when her back was slammed against the wall. before she could fight back, felix swiftly gathered her wrists in one hand and held it above her head making her immobile.
"don't move." he commanded, his low voice resonating between the close proximity of their faces. she could feel his controlled breath upon her neck. the last time they were this close to each other was when he had almost drunk kissed her. i guess things change for the worse.
"you could've at least counted to ten before chasing after me." she grumbled.
ignoring her words, the betrayer's hand was close to obtaining the jewellery but haru used her superpower of annoyance to distract him.
"so that's it you're just going to take it?" the hurt was clear in her voice.
"an order is order. i have no choice."
"yes you do! what kind of asshole is even telling you to do this?" she yelled.
"you don't understand ru, i can't disobey. i came here to complete a mission and nothing will stop me from achieving it. even if it does mean you."
he was gone. felix was gone, she could no longer reach out to bring him back to his old self. or if he was even there in the first place.
"so i was right, i never did mean anything to you." haru willed back her tears that battled her eyes.
she received his answer when he tugged the jewellery clean off her neck, severing the connection forever. the attachment separated forever.
felix glimpsed at the necklace in his hand, he'd done it. it was over. all these months for this one moment so why didn't it feel as good as he expected?
he roughly shoved it in his pocket and pulled his digital watch towards his lips "target acquired sir."
their eyes met for a moment. "you should join the other evacuees, it's not safe here." he advised."oh so now you care."
"ru i'll be leaving." he announced, "i just wanted you to know you weren't just a mission to me, i truly do care for you."
for a few seconds, there was peace, the obsession of completing his mission within his eyes was now absent. instead, there was empathy coursing through both parties until haru spat in his face. "bitch." she hissed.
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