Sugar And Ice

chapter 23

Setting my keys and my now empty coffee cup down on my counter. I go straight to my bathroom. Taking a quick shower, getting dressed with pajamas and coming back out to watch some tv before bed.

Still replaying everything Elvira said. I can't wrap my head around it. Making my head throb with too much information. About everything and everyone. She doesn't believe my father passed away like my mother said. I need to have a talk with both Hazel and my mother in person together about lifting her shield. Making her remember everything. Maybe we will find out more about everything and what exactly happened to my father.

Shaking my head and yawning, I'm exhausted from today. I just want to go to bed. Turning the TV off, turning off the lights, i make my way to bed. Taking one sleeping pill and laying down, closing my eyes both worried and excited for what has happened today.

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I open my eyes as I feel someone watching me. I see his face looking down at me, his eyes bright blue making me shiver. Another dream it must be. I bring my hand up to touch his face.

"You've been hunting my dreams. All I see is you whenever I close my eyes." I whisper to him.

"You been hunting mine as well." He says.

My hand falling down, i close my eyes. I feel my blanket slowly slip away from my body. I curl up to a ball wanting warmth. I feel hands on my feet pulling them down stretching my body. My clothes slowly come off. This is a first. I haven't had a dream like this before. Opening my eyes, everything is dark. Except his eyes which are looking down at me. He takes his clothes off as I watch. Feeling myself get wet for him.

Keeping his eyes on me as he climbs into bed. I seat up grabbing at his neck. His arms wrapping around me. My breast touching his warm chest. I smell him taking in his scent which is very heavy at this time and moment.

"I've missed you. To where I cry myself to sleep every single night."

His arms hugging me tighter, as I nuzzle in his neck. This dream is nice. Only myself and him. Nothing else to worry about.

"I've missed you too." He whispers

Grabbing my hair forcefully to face him. Wincing as I look at him. Touching noses softly, he kisses me hard. Squeezing me harder against him. Not being able to catch my breath. I struggle against him. My lips staring to hurt, by body going numb with his strength. Pushing me down, he lets go of my lips, kissing my neck, traveling down to my breast. Kneading one and sucking licking the other. I moan as my body starts to heat up.

He kisses his way down my belly until he finally reaches between my legs. Spreading my legs open for him. Holding both my legs open he starts to devour me like his never eaten before. Circling and bitting around my clit. Making me moan uncontrollably. Pushing and pulling at his hair not sure if I wanted more or non. He keeps going, grabbing at my breast, twisting my nipple painfully. Pushing a finger in me, I whimper at the sudden entrance my body fighting him. Pumping into me and eating me clean, I'm at the brink of explosion and he stops. I whine at the loss.

"Why did you leave?" He ask getting back on top of me. Grabbing both my hands, putting them behind my head. I hear a clicking noise but i don't pay attention.

"Because I didn't want you to die for me, Because everything is still too much to understand. "

"Open your eyes Mila." He orders.

I open them, looking directly into his. Golden honey like I've missed. I try to reach up with my hands but I'm not a ble to. I pull but whatever is blocking me doesn't budge. I breathe in slowly closing my eyes again, only a dream Mila, only a dream.