Sugar And Ice

chapter 12

            Letting me go, my lips feeling extremely raw and in pain with the harsh way he kissed me. We're both breathing heavy and my heart is beating a million beats a minute. His eyes are even more golden then before. His chest moving up and down as mine. He doesn't look the same as before he left. This is an angry Dimitri, someone I don't want anything to do with. Someone i should be terrified of. But yet I'll welcome him. I know he won't be gentle, I did the one thing a mate is not supposed to do. I ran. From him. To never come back. My body is relaxed knowing of what's to come but my mind, is not broken, yet.
              Grinning at me, he lets go of my hair and he pushes me off and I catch myself before I hit the ground face first. Quickly turning around scooting away he walks to me. Keeping his eyes on me. He takes his jacket off letting it hit the ground.
I stop and he stops as well. "What do you want Dimitri?" My tears falling down my face. "You" Keeping that angry grin on his face. I close eyes shaking my head in defeat looking down, keeping my eyes close brining my face back ready to try to talk myself out of this. When suddenly he jumps on me, grabbing my face with his hands, kissing me hungrily. I don't know why but I start to kiss him back with want. I can taste my tears as I'm still crying. He picks me up still kissing me, laying me down on his jacket. Breaking away from me he stands up.
             "Take your clothes off" he commends. My body moving by its own free will, I open my jacket taking it off, next my shirt, my boots, my pants. Never taking his eyes off of me. "The rest Mila" giving me a stern look. Looking directly at me he starts to untie his tie, next his black shirt coming off. Tossing it aside. I unhook my bra from behind softly crying my tears hitting my naked breast now. Pulling my underwear down my legs I bring my legs up to cover my body to feel less naked resting my forehand on my knees waiting...
                I hear him move about, for being naked on a open field covered in snow i should be freezing but I'm burning. For need or fear? I can't decide squeezing my arms tighter around me. I look up and see him taking off his underwear. I gasp loudly brining my head back down. I hear him chuckling. That thing will not fit its too big. I've never seen one before in person.
               Feeling him kneeling down infront of me he grabs my hair forcefully making me yelp in surprise. Instinctively brining both hands up to grab his hands to stop him from pulling me harder. Making me cry more in pain. We stare into each other, "don't you ever run from me" pulling me closer. "You are mine" pulling me even closer to me. His lips crashing into me, slowly suffocating me, preventing me from getting air in my lungs. Slowly settling between my legs. He lets go of my hair making me fall down. Going down on me kissing my mark, my collarbone, grabbing one breast with one hand massaging it, twisting my nipple painfully making me scream in pain. He puts his mouth on the other, sucking and swirling his tongue. His grinding his cock on my pussy making me moan. Making me arch my back, it's a mixture of pain and pleasure.
Taking his mouth off my breast, he kisses my skin slowly going down my stomach reaching my now throbbing pussy. Twisting my nipple painfully again he stars licking, sucking, swirling around my swollen clit. Trusting my hips up to get more of him. I start whimpering at the mixer of pain and over stimulation of his experienced mouth and hands. My tears still freely flowing down. So many emotions running in my mind and body.
                 I feel that tighten feeling in my stomach gathering, I'm so close. Letting go of my breast he grabs my legs putting them on his shoulders holding them down. Going even more aggressive, hurting me as he goes. A mixture of pain and pleasure I've never experienced before. "Please Dimitri, I can't take this anymore, it's too much." Pulling at his hair i say with a mixture of crying and moaning. Putting the right pressure and sucking, twisting my throbbing nibbles, I came with full force screaming his name, arching my back. Trying to close my legs as he continues to eat me out, slowing down from the high I just experienced. I become limp, a whimpering mess. Looking up at the black sky, staring at the stars and bright moon, this moment I will always remember.
             Letting go of my legs, spreading me open to him, he brings his lips to mine. Kissing me tenderly and softly cupping my face with his hands. Tasteing myself on his lips, I whimper as his chest touches my throbbing nipples and he starts grinding on my now hurting pussy again. Breaking away, "tell me your mine" he tells me hungrily looking directly at my soul. "I'm yours" I whisper realizing that from this moment on I'll always be his. It won't matter if we go our separate ways, I'll always be his.
                Grabbing his cock, aligning it in my entrance he starts pushing his way in. I shut my eyes tears coming at full force. The pain is too much, I'm being ripped in half. I'm wet but it's still no match for him. Kissing me around my face as he goes in inch by inch I slowly open up to him. My arms are trapped under him. I stretch and hit trying to breathe in at this excruciating pain. "Look at me" he orders harshly. I open my eyes slowly looking up at him, beams of sweat and his vein visible on his forehand clearly indicating that his restraining himself. "You. are. mine." piercing my mind I nod yes, and he pushes all the way in with a smile on his face, ripping my virginity away. I cry in shock closing my eyes breathing in slow breaths to fully adjust to him. I can't take this painfull feeling like his tearing me apart. We stay like this without him moving. Bringing his lips to mine. He kisses me hungrily, bitting into my lip. Finally he starts moving, going out and back in. I whimper at every slow thrust, drinking in my whimpers. I can feel my body become relax at his intrusion. The son of a bitch scenes it, moving more quicker then before. I moan in his mouth and I feel him smiling. Bringing his hand down between us, he rubs my clit harshly and his thrust going in deeper and rougher. At every hit, it starts to slowly build me up again. To the euphoric feeling that I know it's coming. I hear him grunt harshly as he pounds into me. Thrust after thrust. Bringing his hand to my mouth pushing his fingers in that were just in my pussy, I suck on instinct. Opening my eyes to him, he's looking at me with ferocity with an unexplained need of me. Thrusting even harder and faster I scream loudly with every single one. Arching my back for more, to get away, I don't know at this point. All I know at this very moment it's only us.
He's everywhere, grabbing at me, making me whine at the mixture of pain and pleasure he's causing and giving me. Not distinguishing between the two, I just want more of it, of him. "Dimitri " His name escapes my lips unwanted without realizing. Pounding faster and harder, grunting with each thrust, I can't hardly catch up, my insides, my tighs, my whole body aches. With every painful thrust, bringing me closer and closer until I finally explode with a loud cry, tears coming down my face. Suddenly I hear a loud roar in my ear, and I feel him bite me again but this time it's different. This is painful. Intensifying my orgasm like never before. My tears caused by pain, he squeezes me tightly towards him. And I feel him grow bigger inside of me and he starts pulsating. Still pumping into me never fully stopping. Knowing he found his release as well. His mouth and teeth on my neck never letting off. He lifts me up seating on him, still inside me. He's seating on his knees and heels. Grabbing at his shoulders trying to get away, but all I can do is stay right where he has me. Trapped in his arms and teeth.
               Without realizing my body goes completely limp with exhaustion and I instantly fall asleep. Dreaming of little kids infront of me, giggling and laughing. Running on a green field full of flowers. Three boys with black hair and one little blonde girl. Hands grab my big pregnant belly and I lean back, looking up, its Dimitri smiling down at me. My dream slowly fading away and I go into a dream less slumber.