falling for you | emily prentiss x reader

I promise

Y/N's pov:
You heard someone knocking on the door to the hotel room. You ran towards the door hoping it was Emily.

"Em?" You said opening the door. It wasn't her, it was JJ.

"Are you alright?" She asked in a worried tone.

"I don't know JJ" you whispered.

"Oh sweetheart ,come here" she said pulling you into a hug. You couldn't control the tears that were steaming down your face and onto JJ's shirt.

"Where's Emily?" She asked in a soft tone still holding you.

"She left" you said wiping your tears as you pulled away from the hug. She dragged you over to the couch and sat you down.

"Tell me what happened" she said holding your gaze.

"Yesterday after we got back I went into the bathroom for just a second and when I came back she was gone. She came back in the middle of the night completely wasted and refused to talk to me" you said purposely leaving out the other details of the night before.

"Then this morning we had a fight and she stormed off again to god knows where" you said as JJ rubbed your back.

"She does this, she stuffs her feelings down and does everything to not have to face confrontation" JJ sighs.

"She's mad at me" you said looking down.

"No sweetheart she's not mad at you she's scared and she blames herself which makes her push you away" she said wrapping her arms around you once again. You missed Emily. You missed her hugs and kisses and you missed her laugh. You wished she'd come back. You were mad at her for leaving for the second time but you just wanted to know she was okay.

Emily's pov:
"DONT YOU DARE WALK OUT" was the last thing you heard before slamming the door after you.

You didn't want to leave but you couldn't stand fighting with Y/N so you left. You knew how much of an ass you were being and you hated yourself for it. You didn't mean to yell and push her away but you couldn't help it.

You blamed yourself for not going into that house with her. For not making sure she wasn't alone. And now you were pushing her away instead of holding your girl in your arms and appreciate that she didn't blow up into a million pieces.

You knew how much you had hurt her in the past 24 hours. She had trusted you and opened up to you about her trust and abandonment issues and yet you walked out on her...twice.

You felt so terrible and you didn't know what to do. You almost went back to the bar but you knew you couldn't do that to her so Instead you went to find Spencer.

Believe it or not you and Spencer had start becoming kinda close since you started dating Y/N. You didn't plan on it but he helped you a lot. He told you about things Y/N liked and helped you set up dates sometimes. He had also been around a lot after she came back from the hospital so naturally you spent more time with him.

You didn't really know why you went to his hotel room but you didn't know who else to turn to.

You were now standing outside his room. You knocked a few times before the door opened.

"Emily?" He said raising an eyebrow not expecting to see you.

"I'm sorry I don't know why I'm here" you said nervously playing with your fingers.